Miss Billy's DecisionPorter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
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Miss Billy's Decision
Porter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
Love stories; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“As Aunt Hannah's niece, Mary Jane, of course,” supplied Arkwright,
bitterly, turning back to his old position. “And that was my own fault,
too. My name, Miss Neilson, is Michael Jeremiah,” he went on wearily,
after a moment's hesitation, his voice showing his utter abandonment to
despair. “When a boy at school I got heartily sick of the 'Mike' and
the 'Jerry' and the even worse 'Tom and Jerry' that my young friends
delighted in; so as soon as possible I sought obscurity and peace in 'M.
J.' Much to my surprise and annoyance the initials proved to be little
better, for they became at once the biggest sort of whet to people's
curiosity. Naturally, the more determined persistent inquirers were to
know the name, the more determined I became that they shouldn't. All
very silly and very foolish, of course. Certainly it seems so now,” he
finished.
Billy was silent. She was trying to find something, _anything_, to say,
when Arkwright began speaking again, still in that dull, hopeless voice
that Billy thought would break her heart.
“As for the 'Mary Jane'--that was another foolishness, of course. My
small brothers and sisters originated it; others followed, on occasion,
even Calderwell. Perhaps you did not know, but he was the friend who, by
his laughing question, 'Why don't you, Mary Jane?' put into my head the
crazy scheme of writing to Aunt Hannah and letting her think I was a
real Mary Jane. You see what I stooped to do, Miss Neilson, for the
chance of meeting and knowing you.”
Billy gave a low cry. She had suddenly remembered the beginning of
Arkwright's story. For the first time she realized that he had been
talking then about herself, not Alice Greggory.
“But you don't mean that you--cared--that I was the--” She could not
finish.
Arkwright turned from the mantel with a gesture of utter despair.
“Yes, I cared then. I had heard of you. I had sung your songs. I was
determined to meet you. So I came--and met you. After that I was more
determined than ever to win you. Perhaps you see, now, why I was so
blind to--to any other possibility. But it doesn't do any good--to talk
like this. I understand now. Only, please, don't blame yourself,” he
begged as he saw her eyes fill with tears. The next moment he was gone.
Billy had turned away and was crying softly, so she did not see him go.
CHAPTER XXVII. THE THING THAT WAS THE TRUTH
Bertram called that evening. Billy had no story now to tell--nothing
of the interrupted romance between Alice Greggory and Arkwright. Billy
carefully, indeed, avoided mentioning Arkwright's name.
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