Miss Billy's DecisionPorter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
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Miss Billy's Decision
Porter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
Love stories; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“Oh, no--no, indeed,” demurred Marie, in a shocked voice.
“Well, then, what is it?”
Marie hesitated; then, with the abandon of a hurt child that longs for
sympathy, she sobbed:
“It--it's just that I'm afraid, after all, that I'm not good enough for
Cyril.”
Billy stared frankly.
“Not _good_ enough, Marie Henshaw! Whatever in the world do you mean?”
“Well, not good _for_ him, then. Listen! To-day, I know, in lots of
ways I must have disappointed him. First, he put on some socks that I'd
darned. They were the first since our marriage that I'd found to
darn, and I'd been so proud and--and happy while I _was_ darning them.
But--but he took 'em off right after breakfast and threw 'em in a
corner. Then he put on a new pair, and said that I--I needn't darn any
more; that it made--bunches. Billy, _my darns--bunches!_” Marie's face
and voice were tragic.
“Nonsense, dear! Don't let that fret you,” comforted Billy, promptly,
trying not to laugh too hard. “It wasn't _your_ darns; it was just
darns--anybody's darns. Cyril won't wear darned socks. Aunt Hannah told
me so long ago, and I said then there'd be a tragedy when _you_ found it
out. So don't worry over that.”
“Oh, but that isn't all,” moaned Marie. “Listen! You know how quiet he
must have everything when he's composing--and he ought to have it, too!
But I forgot, this morning, and put on some old shoes that didn't have
any rubber heels, and I ran the carpet sweeper, and I rattled tins in
the kitchen. But I never thought a thing until he opened his door and
asked me _please_ to change my shoes and let the--the confounded dirt
go, and didn't I have any dishes in the house but what were made of that
abominable tin s-stuff,” she finished in a wail of misery.
Billy burst into a ringing laugh, but Marie's aghast face and upraised
hand speedily reduced it to a convulsive giggle.
“You dear child! Cyril's always like that when he's composing,” soothed
Billy. “I supposed you knew it, dear. Don't you fret! Run along and make
him his favorite pudding, and by night both of you will have forgotten
there ever were such things in the world as tins and shoes and carpet
sweepers that clatter.”
Marie shook her head. Her dismal face did not relax.
“You don't understand,” she moaned. “It's myself. I've _hindered_ him!”
She brought out the word with an agony of slow horror. “And only to-day
I read-here, look!” she faltered, going to the table and picking up with
shaking hands a magazine.
Billy recognized it by the cover at once--another like it had been flung
not so long ago by her own hand into the corner. She was not surprised,
therefore, to see very soon at the end of Marie's trembling finger:
“Marriage and the Artistic Temperament.”
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