Miss Billy's DecisionPorter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
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Miss Billy's Decision
Porter, Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman)
Love stories; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Bertram Henshaw was vexed, but helpless. Decidedly he wished to paint
Miss Marguerite Winthrop's portrait; but to attempt to paint it when all
matters were not to the lady's liking were worse than useless, unless
he wished to hang this portrait in the gallery of failures along with
Anderson's and Fullam's--and that was not the goal he had set for it. As
to the sordid money part of the affair--the great J. G. Winthrop himself
had come to the artist, and in one terse sentence had doubled the
original price and expressed himself as hopeful that Henshaw would put
up with “the child's notions.” It was the old financier's next sentence,
however, that put the zest of real determination into Bertram, for
because of it, the artist saw what this portrait was going to mean to
the stern old man, and how dear was the original of it to a heart that
was commonly reported “on the street” to be made of stone.
Obviously, then, indeed, there was nothing for Bertram Henshaw to do
but to begin the new portrait. And he began it--though still, it must be
confessed, with inward questionings. Before a week had passed, however,
every trace of irritation had fled, and he was once again the absorbed
artist who sees the vision of his desire taking palpable shape at the
end of his brush.
“It's all right,” he said to Billy then, one evening. “I'm glad she
changed. It's going to be the best, the very best thing I've ever
done--I think! by the sketches.”
“I'm so glad!” exclaimed Billy. “I'm so glad!” The repetition was
so vehement that it sounded almost as if she were trying to convince
herself as well as Bertram of something that was not true.
But it was true--Billy told herself very indignantly that it was; indeed
it was! Yet the very fact that she had to tell herself this, caused her
to know how perilously near she was to being actually jealous of that
portrait of Marguerite Winthrop. And it shamed her.
Very sternly these days Billy reminded herself of what Kate had
said about Bertram's belonging first to his Art. She thought with
mortification, too, that it _did_ look as if she were not the proper
wife for an artist if she were going to feel like this--always. Very
resolutely, then, Billy turned to her music. This was all the more
easily done, for, not only did she have her usual concerts and the opera
to enjoy, but she had become interested in an operetta her club was
about to give; also she had taken up the new song again. Christmas being
over, Mr. Arkwright had been to the house several times. He had changed
some of the words and she had improved the melody. The work on the
accompaniment was progressing finely now, and Billy was so glad!--when
she was absorbed in her music she forgot sometimes that she was ever so
unfit an artist's sweetheart as to be--jealous of a portrait.
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