Miss Cheyne of Essilmont, Volume 1 (of 3)Grant, James
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Miss Cheyne of Essilmont, Volume 1 (of 3)
Grant, James
Fiction
To thrust all love for Bella out of his heart was now the bitter task
to which he must set himself, and perhaps to replace her image by one
of the many heiresses to whom his mother so often drew his attention;
but that could not be. Jolly, good-hearted Jerry would never
condescend to be mercenary; he felt that he would rather a thousand
times share poverty with a loving little girl like Bella than wealth
with another. Matters had not yet come to poverty--far from it; but
now, and after all that had transpired, and he had learned who the
holder of these fatal mortgages was, how could he speak to her or her
father of love or marriage without being most cruelly and degradingly
misunderstood, and having his object utterly misconstrued?
'And the interest on the mortgages?' he asked, in a hard, dry tone.
'Has been unpaid for several years.'
'Making matters worse and worse. It was six per cent. on Langley
Park, Mr. Chevenix, and that is stiff interest as things go.'
'Yes, it _was_.'
'You speak of it in the past tense.'
'Yes.'
'Worse and worse,' assented Mr. Chevenix, shaking his white head.
'But bear up, my dear boy. I may call you so?' added the old man,
kindly patting Jerry's shoulder. 'Money will pull you through. A
handsome young fellow like you, with your family prestige, will
easily find a rich wife, and an officer has a hundred chances of
success when other fellows have none.'
Jerry had not the heart to ask what the total sum of his liabilities
amounted to, and rose to depart.
'Bid Miss Chevenix good-bye for me,' said he, as he departed in
haste, having just then no desire to add to the intense mortification
that crushed him by looking again on the bright face of the
unconscious Bella--for unconscious she was of what their mutual
monetary relations were till her father some time after informed her,
when the news came to her perhaps too late.
Sunk in thoughts too bitter for words, Jerry rode slowly home through
the dusk of the gloomy winter evening. The barriers raised by evil
fortune, and added to by a sense of honour and propriety, enhanced in
his eyes the value of the girl he felt that he had lost, and rendered
dearer to him the hopes he had been cherishing of late, and which had
become so precious to him.
He longed for the society and advice of Goring over a 'quiet weed' to
talk about these things ere he confided the state of matters to his
mother, who, with all her great love of him, he feared could not be
brought to see how matters stood with regard to the estate and the
encumbrances thereon.
When he joined her in the drawing-room before dinner, the careworn
expression of his face--an expression all unusual to him--certainly
struck her, but for a time only.
'You have been with Mr. Chevenix?' she asked.
'Yes, mother.'
'And he has worried you with business.'
'Yes; his daughter is coming to the ball. Here is her reply; I
brought it with me,' said he, with an irrepressible sigh.
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