Miss Hildreth: A Novel, Volume 1Stevens, Augusta de Grasse
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Miss Hildreth: A Novel, Volume 1
Stevens, Augusta de Grasse
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"That was all, Patty, a very commonplace ending. You were ashamed of me;
ashamed of my outward appearance, which lacked the correct finish of a
Bond Street tailor; ashamed of my eagerness and my passion, and my open
adoration; ashamed of my poverty, and afraid of it. Poor pretty Patty!
poor little butterfly of fashion! What should it know of the coarser
insects of creation, whose existence was as necessary perhaps, but less
ornamental, than its own? Why should it break its pretty painted wings
in trying to soar above the sunshine of the hour? You rejected me,
Patricia, that was the end of our last interview; you rejected me and
scorned me, and cast me from you when tired of your toy, and when you
had wounded me beyond healing, and flouted my love and constancy. You
asked me to kiss you for good-bye; I think that was the bitterest moment
of all my life, Patty, it was such wanton cruelty, such selfish
triumphing. And I went from you with all the love and hope and trust and
belief of youth crushed out of my heart by your two soft little hands.
Who could have thought they had the strength to deal one such a coward's
blow?"
Again he stopped, but still she remained still and silent, the whiteness
of her face growing strange and unfamiliar in the fitful moonbeams.
"That was our last meeting and parting, Patricia, and it happened ten
years ago. And you would have me believe that you have so mastered the
art of forgetting as to make of it all only a blank chaos!"
He came nearer to her, and moving with careful hand the folds of her
dress sat down beside her on the broad marble brim. Seated thus, side by
side, his eyes were on a level with hers, and he read within their
depths so great a misery as to call forth a fuller pity in his own.
"Patty," he said, very quietly, "Patty, my answer to your letter was
cold and hard, unworthy of me. Will you forget it, my dear, and let me
give you my true answer now, with your head upon my heart, and my lips
on yours, as in the old days, Patty? The old beautiful days when the
world and our love was young. Patty, my little wayward Patty, come back
to my love and to me."
He held out his arms and would have drawn her to him, so sure was he of
her answer. But she, springing up, stood tall and dignified before him,
her bosom, from which the lace wrap had fallen, heaving with her
hurriedly drawn breath, the whiteness of her uncovered neck and arms
gleaming like alabaster, as she stood silhouetted against the sombre
boughs of the hazel-trees behind her. Her eyes flashed with their old
fire, she raised one hand in her old favourite imperious gesture, and
when she spoke the tones of her voice had grown round and full and
musical.
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