Bildungsromans; Love stories; Young women -- England -- Fiction
For the truth was, that, after long consideration, Lucilla had
determined that the matter was one which could not be permitted to stand
over. She was of too energetic a temperament to let things linger on in
an uncertain way when they could be made an end of, and brought to a
conclusion; and then, as nobody can predict what sudden and unexpected
turn human affairs may take, it was always possible that, if Miss
Marjoribanks did not make an end of the business dramatically, and to
the satisfaction of everybody concerned, it might be found some fine day
to have resolved itself by means of some one of those illegitimate and
incomplete expedients which abound in ordinary life. It was with this
view that Miss Marjoribanks took the step of writing to Mr Cavendish.
She had written in the sacred retirement of her own maiden chamber, when
all the world was still; perhaps at the moment when General Travers was,
as he would himself have vulgarly called it, "chaffing" Cavendish about
the beautiful and disinterested friendship which united him to the young
sovereign of Grange Lane. But naturally such poor raillery was far from
the virginal thoughts of Lucilla at that retired and sacred hour; and we
may venture to add that the elevating influence of the maiden's bower in
which she composed it, and of that tranquil moment of meditation and
solitude, breathed in every line, and gave force to every sentiment of
the letter which Mr Cavendish tore open with an excited hand. Perhaps he
was too anxious and curious to give it the solemn perusal which it ought
to have received.
"MY DEAR MR CAVENDISH,--It was very unlucky that we should have
been interrupted this evening at such an important moment, when I
had so much to say to you. But I think the best thing I can do is
to write, feeling quite sure that when you know all, _you cannot
possibly mistake_ my motives. Everybody has retired, and I am quite
alone, and the silence[2] seems to me full of meaning when I think
that the fate of a person for whom I have so great a regard may be
hanging upon it. I might be afraid of writing to you so frankly, if
I did not feel quite sure that you would appreciate my intention.
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