There was nothing for Missy to do but go and try to obey. She
took tablet and pencil out to the summerhouse, where it was always
inspiringly quiet and beautiful; she also took along the big blue-bound
Anthology from the living-room table--an oft-tapped fount; but even
reading poetry didn't seem able to lift her to the creative mood. And
you have to be in the mood before you can create, don't you? Missy felt
this necessity vaguely but strongly; but she couldn't get it across to
mother.
And even worse than mother's reproaches was when father finally gave her
a “talking to”; father was a big, wise, but usually silent man, so that
when he did speak his words seemed to carry a double force. Missy's
young friends were apt to show a little awe of father, but she knew he
was enormously kind and sympathetic. Long ago--oh, years before--when
she was a little girl, she used to find it easier to talk to him than
to most grown-ups; about all kinds of unusual things--the strange,
mysterious, fascinating thoughts that come to one. But lately, for some
reason, she had felt more shy with father. There was much she feared he
mightn't understand--or, perhaps, she feared he might understand.
So, in this rather unsympathetic domestic environment, the class
Valedictorian, with the kindling of her soul all laid, so to speak,
uneasily awaited the divine spark. It was hard to maintain an easy
assumption that all was well; especially after the affair of the hats
got under way.
Late in April Miss Ackerman, the Domestic Science teacher, had organized
a special night class in millinery which met, in turns, at the homes of
the various members. The girls got no “credit” for this work, but they
seemed to be more than compensated by the joy of creating, with their
own fingers, new spring hats which won them praise and admiration. Kitty
Allen's hat was particularly successful. It was a white straw “flat,”
faced and garlanded with blue. Missy looked at its picturesque effect,
posed above her “best friend's” piquantly pretty face, with an envy
which was augmented by the pardonable note of pride in Kitty's voice as
she'd say: “Oh, do you really like it?--I made it myself, you know.”
If only she, Missy, might taste of this new kind of joy! She was not
a Domestic Science girl; but, finally, she went to Miss
Ackermanand--oh,rapture!--obtained permission to enter the millinery
class.
However, there was still the more difficult matter of winning mother's
consent. As Missy feared, Mrs. Merriam at once put on her disapproving
look.
“No, Missy. You've already got your hands full. Have you started the
thesis yet?”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account