“I was just thinking how nice it would be if I had some white fox furs.”
“For heaven's sake!” commented mother. “When you've already got a new
set not two months old!”
Missy didn't reply to that; she didn't want to seem unappreciative.
It was true she had a new set, warm and serviceable, but--well, a
short-haired, dark-brown collarette hasn't the allure of a fluffy,
snow-white boa.
Mother was going on: “That ought to do you two winters at least--if not
three.”
“I don't know what the present generation is coming to,” put in Aunt
Nettie with what seemed to Missy entire irrelevance. Aunt Nettie was a
spinster, even older than Missy's mother, and her lack of understanding
and her tendency to criticize and to laugh was especially dreaded by her
niece.
“Nowadays girls still in knee-skirts expect to dress and act like
society belles!”
“I wasn't expecting the white fox furs,” said Missy defensively. “I
was just thinking how nice it would be to have them.” She was silent
a moment, then added: “I think if I had some white fox furs I'd be the
happiest person in the world.”
“That doesn't strike me as such a large order for complete happiness,”
observed father, smiling at her.
Missy smiled back at him. In another these words might have savoured of
irony, but Missy feared irony from her father less than from any other
old person.
Father was a big, silent man but he was always kind and particularly
lovable; and he “understood” better than most “old people.”
“What is the special merit of these white fox furs?” he went on,
and something in the indulgent quality of his tone, something in the
expression of his eyes, made hope stir timidly to birth in her bosom and
rise to shine from her eyes.
But before she could answer, mother spoke. “I can tell you that. That
flighty Hicks girl went by here this afternoon wearing some. That
Summers boy who clerks in Pieker's grocery was with her. He once wanted
Missy to go walking with him and I had to put my foot down. She doesn't
seem to realize she's too young for such things. Her brown furs will do
her for this season--and next season too!”
Mother put on a stern, determined kind of look, almost hard. Into the
life of every woman who is a mother there comes a time when she learns,
suddenly, that her little girl is trying not to be a little girl any
longer but to become a woman. It is a hard moment for mothers, and
no wonder that they seem unwarrantedly adamantine. Mrs. Merriam
instinctively knew that wanting furs and wanting boys spelled the same
evil. But Missy, who was fifteen instead of thirty-seven and whose
emotions and desires were still as hazy and uncorrelated as they were
acute, stared with bewildered hurt at this unjust harshness in her
usually kind parent.
Then she turned large, pleading eyes upon her father; he had shown a
dawning interest in the subject of white fox furs. But Mr. Merriam, now,
seemed to have lost the issue of furs in the newer issue of boys.
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