“But my throat's better. And I've GOT to keep up my lessons, mother! And
just a half a block can't hurt me if I bundle up.” Missy had formulated
her plan well; Kitty Allen had been chosen as an alibi because of her
proximity.
“Very well, then,” agreed mother.
As Missy sped toward the library, conflicting emotions swirled within
her and joined forces with the sharp breathlessness brought on by her
haste. She had never before been out alone at night, and the blackness
of tree-shadows lying across the intense whiteness of the snow struck
her in two places at once--imaginatively in the brain and fearsomely
in the stomach. Nor is a guilty conscience a reassuring companion under
such circumstances. Missy kept telling herself that, if she HAD lied a
little bit, it was really her parents' fault; if they had only let her
go to church, she wouldn't have been driven to sneaking out this way.
But her trip, however fundamentally virtuous--and with whatever subtly
interwoven elements of pleasure at its end--was certainly not an
agreeable one. At the moment Missy resolved never, never to sneak off
alone at night again.
In the brightly lighted library her fears faded away; she warmed to
anticipation again. And she found some very enjoyable stories in the new
magazines--she seemed, strangely, to have forgotten about any “history
references.” But, as the hands on the big clock above the librarian's
desk moved toward half-past eight, apprehensions began to rise again.
What if Arthur should fail to come? Could she ever live through that
long, terrible trip home, all alone?
Then, just as fear was beginning to turn to panic, Arthur sauntered in,
nonchalantly took a chair at another table, picked up a magazine and
professed to glance through it. And then, while Missy palpitated, he
looked over at her, smiled, and made an interrogative movement with his
eyebrows. More palpitant by the second, she replaced her magazines and
got into her wraps. As she moved toward the door, whither Arthur
was also sauntering, she felt that every eye in the Library must be
observing. Hard to tell whether she was more proud or embarrassed at the
public empressement of her “date.”
Arthur, quite at ease, took her arm to help her down the slippery steps.
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