"Oh, he never troubles me; sometimes I do not even see him. He is great
friends with mamma."
"Mrs. Varian is well, I hope? I have thought very often your brother's
absence must try her very much."
Most unreasonably the tears rushed into Missy's eyes at the allusion to
her brother. The letter on her lap was to him, and she was rather less
composed than usual.
"We bear it," she said, "as people bear what they cannot help. It was
what mamma wanted for him, and so, in some ways, it seems easier to her
than to me. Though of course the loss falls heaviest on her." This was
more than she had ever said to any one, and she could not understand, a
moment after, how she could have said it.
"It was," he said thoughtfully, "a grave step for him to take; I confess
I cannot understand his motives, but, young as he is, one feels
instinctively his motives are more entitled to respect than those of
most men."
"I cannot respect motives that give me so much misery," she said, in a
voice that trembled.
At this moment Miss Varian came in. While Mr. Andrews was speaking to
her, and while the severe hands of Goneril were arranging her a seat,
Missy had time to recollect how near she had been to making Mr. Andrews
a confidant of her feelings about her brother. Mr. Andrews, who had
broken his wife's heart; a pretty confidant. She colored high with shame
and vexation. What had moved her to so foolish a step. She was losing
all confidence in herself; people who habitually do what they don't mean
to do, are very poor reliance. "I always mean to treat him with
contempt, and I very rarely do it," she thought. "It is amazing, and a
humiliation to me to recall the way in which I always begin with
coldness, and end with suavity, if not with intimacy."
Pretty soon, Miss Varian began to ask what sort of a winter he had had.
He said it had been very quiet and pleasant, and that spending a winter
in the country had been a new experience to him.
"You must have found it very dull," she said. "I hate the country when
there's nobody in it, and I wonder you could want to stay."
"But there was somebody in it," said Mr. Andrews, with a frank smile,
"for me. A little boy and girl that are of more importance than kings
and crowns, God bless them."
"With all my heart," said Miss Varian, "but I didn't know you were so
domestic. I'm glad to be able to say, I've seen a man who would give up
his club and his comfort for his children. Not but that you had some
comfort here, of course. It wouldn't do to say that before Missy, who
organized your cabinet for you, didn't she? How do your servants get
along?"
"Very well, thank you," said Mr. Andrews uncomfortably.
"And have you taken the house for another year?" went on the speaker.
"Oh, yes, it agrees so well with the children here," answered Mr.
Andrews apologetically. "I did not know where they would be any better
off."
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