"I haven't heard anything. I have just come down-stairs, and last night
I wouldn't let them tell me. I only wish I could forget it all. I cannot
bear to think of it."
"I don't wonder. It was bad enough for us, who were doing something all
the time, but for you, who couldn't do anything but wait, it must have
been--well, there's no use going over it. We've got him, Miss Rothermel,
and that's enough to think about. Only let me tell you this, if it
hadn't been for you, we should not have him now."
"If it hadn't been for me, you wouldn't have lost him at all," said
Missy, bitterly.
"I don't understand--you mean the woman's hostility to you? I really
think that had very little to do with it. She is such an evil creature,
she would have done the same, or worse, without that for an excuse. You
may, rather than reproach yourself for that, congratulate yourself upon
having been the means of sending her away, before the child was totally
corrupted. When I think what danger he--they--were in from her, and how
little I suspected it, I am more than ever convinced that I am not fit
to have the care of him. Believe me, you did me, as well as the
children, an inestimable favor, when you advised me to send those
creatures away; and to you I owe a year of comfort and peace, and Jay
owes, I don't know what."
Missy flushed painfully, and her companion saw it, but he went on
ruthlessly, "You never will let me allude to this, Miss Rothermel; but I
want to say one thing about it, now we are on the subject, and then I
will promise not to trouble you again. You are so over-sensitive about
this matter you have made yourself uncomfortable, and--well--though it's
not of much importance--you've made me uncomfortable too. If you will
believe me when I say I shall always consider you did me the greatest
favor when you induced me to send those servants away, and if you will
bear in mind the benefit you did the children, you will surely be able
to be indifferent to the tattle of a set of people whose tongues are
always busy about their betters, in one way or another. If they were not
talking about this, they would be talking about something else; it was
only the accident of your hearing it that was unusual. I have no doubt
in our kitchens every day are said things that would enrage us, but
luckily we don't hear them. This has been such a barrier between us,
Miss Rothermel; won't you be good enough to make way with it to-day, and
promise not to think of it again? You have given me a new cause for
gratitude in what you did for Jay yesterday. Surely, after what we both
went through we can never be exactly like--like strangers--to each
other. I hope you'll let me come a little nearer to being a friend than
you've ever permitted me before, though if I recollect, you made a very
fair promise once about it."
"Why haven't I kept it? I can't remember having--"
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