"It seems fated," he wrote, "that you are to suffer for your
kindness to my children. It is needless for me to tell you how much
mortification I feel on account of my little girl's misconduct. I
am sure your kind heart has already made many excuses for her, and
has divined how great my chagrin is at finding her capable of such
wrong dispositions. I have to remind myself very often that her
life has been what it has, through no fault of hers, else I might
feel harshly towards her. I know very well that you will agree with
me that it is best that the children should trespass no more on
your hospitality, after the return that they have made. I have put
them into the nursery. The servant who has to come to see me this
morning, has engaged to return to me in an hour's time. I have no
doubt she will be capable of taking care of them till I can secure
the nurse and cook. At any rate, it is but just that you should be
free from them, and I beg you will have no further thought about
the matter, except to believe that I am deeply sorry for the
annoyance that your generosity has brought upon you.
"Always faithfully yours,
"JAMES ANDREWS."
Missy's first feeling after reading this was, that he had at least
behaved well about it, and had put things in the best shape for her. It
was the better way surely, for the children to stay away altogether now.
She felt she could not bear the sight of Gabrielle, and the chance of
having to meet Mr. Andrews himself was insupportable. Yes, it was the
best way, and she hoped that they might never, never cross each other's
paths again.
Perhaps he would close the house and go away. She hoped her precious
protegées would not give him satisfaction, and then he would have to go
away. But then came second thoughts, soberer and less hopeful. Was it
best for the children to stay at home to-day? How explain to the
household, beginning with her mother, this sudden change of base? What
would Goneril say, the glib-tongued Ann, and all the rest? It looked
like a quarrel, a breach, a sensation. Gabrielle would be questioned
over the hedge; the whole story would get out. No; this would never do.
The children's clothes were in the drawers of the spare room, their
playthings all about the house. The packing these and sending them back
so abruptly, would be like a rocket shot into the sky, a signal of
sensation to all Yellowcoats.
And then, proving how real her affection for Jay was, there came a
feeling of solicitude for him, shut up in that damp nursery. It always
had been damp, and she had disapproved it; the worst room in the house,
with trees close up to the window, and no sun in it.
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