Brothers -- Fiction; Children -- Fiction; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Motherless families -- Fiction
For natures like Humphrey's are not fit for this rough world. Such a
capacity for sorrow has no rest here, and such a capability for
enjoyment is fittest to find its happiness in those all-perfect
pleasures which are at God's right hand for evermore.
* * * * * * * * *
Humphrey was seldom conscious during the days that followed. He was
either in heavy sleep, or incoherent rambling.
He would lie talking to his mother's picture in a whisper; going over
games and conversations with Miles; or wandering on unintelligibly to
himself.
Whenever he was aware of his father's presence, he would complain of a
curious noise in his head, and ask what the rushing and singing in his
ears meant; but before he got an answer, he would ramble off again, and
take no notice of what was passing around him.
Sir Everard, sitting for hours by his bedside, often thought of the
boy's allusions to his mother's picture, and of the look with which
Humphrey had greeted his inquiry as to how he had known it was she.
Many words that at times dropped from the child, puzzled him, and he
often longed to question him on the subject.
Seeing one night a gleam of consciousness in the dark eyes, he went
closer to the sofa, and tried to attract the boy's attention.
"What are you thinking about, Humphrey?"
"Mother," he answered, in a faint voice; "when is she coming to fetch
me?"
But before there was time for an answer, he was overcome by his usual
drowsiness, and Sir Everard's opportunity was gone. But perhaps what
bewildered him most was the way in which the child had prayed to be
allowed to die.
To Sir Everard, with his one-sided view of the boy, it was all such an
enigma.
Here was a child who had always seemed so entirely taken up with the
pleasures of the passing moment, that his past and future were alike
merged in the enjoyment of the present--a creature on whom sorrow and
loss had produced no permanent impression passing over him, as it were,
only to leave him more gay, more heedless than ever. _Permanent_
impression! why, as far as Sir Everard knew, they had produced no
impression at all!
Five days after his mother's death, he had seen him romping and playing
as usual, and from that day to this, her name had never passed his lips!
And _now_ he talked of her as if her memory were very fresh and
familiar; and looked upon death as calmly as if he had been
contemplating it all his life.
What did it mean? When had he thought upon such things? How was it that
he, who had enjoyed to the full the pleasures of his young life, should
be so ready to renounce them all?
Sir Everard was fairly baffled, as he asked himself the question over
and over again.
Is it, then, so difficult to understand? Sir Everard should have gone
to Wordsworth, and learnt his lesson there.
"Children," he says, "are blest and powerful:--
"Their world lies more justly balanced,
_Partly at their feet, and part far from them_."
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