Modern Broods; Or, Developments Unlooked ForYonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
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Modern Broods; Or, Developments Unlooked For
Yonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
Domestic fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; English fiction
and more light-headed, apparently under the impression that only Bernard
could guard him from something unknown, or conceal, whenever he was
conscious of the presence of his mother; and on his father’s entrance he
hid his face in the pillows and trembled, of course to their exceeding
distress and perplexity; and when he believed no one present but Bernard
and Mrs. Halfpenny, he became more and more rambling, sometimes insisting
that his father must not know, sometimes abusing all connected with the
racing bet, and more often fancying that he was going to be arrested for
robbing the firm, the enormity of the sum and of the danger increasing
with the fever, and therewith his horror of his father’s knowing. It was
of no use for his mother to hang over him, hold his hands, and assure him
that she knew (as, in fact, she did, for Bernard had been obliged to make
a cursory explanation), and that nothing could hinder her loving him
still; he forgot it in the next interruption, and turned from her with
terror and dismay, and once he nearly flung himself out of bed, fancying
that the policeman was coming.
Bernard held him on this occasion, and told him, “Nothing will do you
good, Willie, but to tell your father, and he will keep all from you.
Let him know, and it will be all right.”
It only seemed to add to his misery and terror. Something that passed in
his hearing, gave him the impression that he was in great danger, if not
actually dying; but his cry was still for Bernard, who had not ventured
to go to bed; but it was still, “Oh, Bear, save me! Don’t let me die
with this upon my name! I can’t go to God!”
“There’s nothing for it, Wilfred, but to tell your father. He will
pardon you. Your mother has, you see. Tell him, and when he forgives,
you will know that God does. It will come right. Let me call him!”
“Let me bring him, my boy, my dear boy!” entreated his mother. “You know
he will.”
Wilfred seemed as if he did not know, but still held fast by Bernard’s
strong hands, as though there were support in them; and when in a few
moments Sir Jasper entered the room, there was the same clinging gesture
and endeavour to hide, in spite of the gentle sweetness of the tone of,
“Well, my poor boy.”
It was Bernard who was obliged to say, turning the poor flushed face
towards him, “Wilfred wishes to say—”
“Father,” it came with a gasp at last, “I’ve done it. I’ve disgraced us
all. Forgive!”
He was repeating his own exaggerated ideas of what his crime had been,
and what Sir Jasper would have said to him if all had been discovered in
any other way.
“Do not think of it now, my boy. I forgive you, whatever it is.”
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