The thing was so fantastic and sudden that his mind could not grasp
it. He only felt in some vague way that he was going to die, and he
struggled to attune his mind to the change. He offered up a mild
prayer to God, Who, he felt, must be very near, somewhere up in
these clouds. Automatically he thought of the vicar at Halvesham,
and a certain sense of comfort came to him at the reflection that on
the previous day he had taken a “cooking of runner beans” to God’s
representative in that village. He felt calmer after that, but the
horrid machine seemed to go higher and higher. He could not turn in
his seat and he could see nothing but sea and sky. Of course the man
was mad, mad as a March hare. Of what earthly use could _he_ be to
any one? Besides, he had talked pure gibberish, and called him Paul
something, when he had already told him that his name was Sam. The
thing would fall down into the sea soon, and they would both be
drowned. Well, well, he had almost reached three-score years and
ten. He was protected by a screen, but it seemed very cold. What on
earth would Mr. Hodge say? There was no one left to work the land
but a fool of a boy named Billy Whitehead at Dene’s Cross. On, on,
on they went at a furious pace. His thoughts danced disconnectedly
from incidents of his youth, conversations with the vicar, hearty
meals in the open, a frock his sister wore on the day of the
postman’s wedding, the drone of a psalm, the illness of some ewes
belonging to Mr. Hodge. Everything seemed to be moving very rapidly,
upsetting his sense of time. He felt outraged, and yet at moments
there was something entrancing in the wild experience. He seemed to
be living at an incredible pace. Perhaps he was really dead and on
his way to the kingdom of God. Perhaps this was the way they took
people.
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