That November, for reasons of his own, Jim decided to take Angelica
along with him. When he told her of his intention, she gasped, but
made no demonstration. On the threshold of fulfilling her hope she
was afraid to exult: she knew how things are snatched away the
moment one begins to count upon them; but inwardly she was happy to
the point of apprehension. On the trip North she “knocked wood”
scrupulously every time she was lured into a day-dream which
pictured the finding of Lady Washington, and thus she gave the evil
forces of destiny no opening.
The first hour of the show overwhelmed her. It was too splendid and
mystifying to be comprehended immediately, or to permit a divided
attention. Even Lady Washington dropped out of her thoughts, but
only until the jumping classes began. The first hunter that trotted
across the tan-bark brought her back to her quest.
But after two days the mystery was no more a mystery, and the
splendor had faded out. The joy of it had faded out, too. For two
days she had pored over the entry-lists and had studied every horse
that entered the ring; but the search for Lady Washington had been a
vain one. Furthermore, all the best horses by this time had appeared
in some class, and the chances of Lady Washington’s turning up
seemed infinitesimal. Reluctantly she gave up hope. She explained it
to herself that probably there had been a moment of vainglorious
pride when she had neglected to “knock wood.” She would have liked
to discuss it with somebody; but Chloe and her colored mammy, who
understood such matters, were at the “Pines” in Virginia, and Jim
would probably laugh at her; so she maintained silence and kept her
despair to herself.
It was the evening of the third day, and she was at the show again,
dressed in her habit, because she was going to ride. Her brother was
at the other end of the Garden, hidden by a row of horses. He was
waiting to show in a class of park hacks. There was nothing in it
that looked like Lady Washington, and she turned her eyes away from
the ring with a heavy heart. The band had stopped playing, and there
was no one to talk to but her aunt’s maid, and this maid was not
companionable. She fell to watching the people in the boxes; she
wished that she knew some of them. There was a box just below her
which looked attractive. There were two pretty women in it, and some
men who looked as if they were nice; they were laughing and seemed
to be having a good time. She wished she was with them, or home, or
anywhere else than where she was.
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