“If he is a loyal, honest fellow, and loves her; if he is worthy of
her; if he renounces his duchess,” said Butscha,--“then I’ll manage the
duchess! Here, my dear sir, take this road, and you will get home in ten
minutes.”
But as they parted, Butscha turned back and hailed poor Ernest, who,
as a true lover, would gladly have stayed there all night talking of
Modeste.
“Monsieur,” said Butscha, “I have not yet had the honor of seeing our
great poet. I am very curious to observe that magnificent phenomenon
in the exercise of his functions. Do me the favor to bring him to the
Chalet to-morrow evening, and stay as long as possible; for it takes
more than an hour for a man to show himself for what he is. I shall be
the first to see if he loves, if he can love, or if he ever will love
Mademoiselle Modeste.”
“You are very young to--”
“--to be a professor,” said Butscha, cutting short La Briere. “Ha,
monsieur, deformed folks are born a hundred years old. And besides, a
sick man who has long been sick, knows more than his doctor; he knows
the disease, and that is more than can be said for the best of doctors.
Well, so it is with a man who cherishes a woman in his heart when the
woman is forced to disdain him for his ugliness or his deformity; he
ends by knowing so much of love that he becomes seductive, just as the
sick man recovers his health; stupidity alone is incurable. I have
had neither father nor mother since I was six years old; I am now
twenty-five. Public charity has been my mother, the procureur du roi my
father. Oh! don’t be troubled,” he added, seeing Ernest’s gesture; “I am
much more lively than my situation. Well, for the last six years, ever
since a woman’s eye first told me I had no right to love, I do love, and
I study women. I began with the ugly ones, for it is best to take the
bull by the horns. So I took my master’s wife, who has certainly been
an angel to me, for my first study. Perhaps I did wrong; but I couldn’t
help it. I passed her through my alembic and what did I find? this
thought, crouching at the bottom of her heart, ‘I am not so ugly as they
think me’; and if a man were to work upon that thought he could bring
her to the edge of the abyss, pious as she is.”
“And have you studied Modeste?”
“I thought I told you,” replied Butscha, “that my life belongs to her,
just as France belongs to the king. Do you now understand what you
called my spying in Paris? No one but me really knows what nobility,
what pride, what devotion, what mysterious grace, what unwearying
kindness, what true religion, gaiety, wit, delicacy, knowledge, and
courtesy there are in the soul and in the heart of that adorable
creature!”
Butscha drew out his handkerchief and wiped his eyes, and La Briere
pressed his hand for a long time.
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