“Well! and isn’t he worth more than that spiteful and gloomy secretary
in whom you take such an interest?” she retorted, assuming, at the mere
thought of Ernest, the haughty manner whose secret belongs exclusively
to young girls,--as if their virginity lent them wings to fly to heaven.
“Pray, would your little La Briere accept me without a fortune?” she
said, after a pause.
“Ask your father,” replied Butscha, who walked a few steps from the
house, to get Modeste at a safe distance from the windows. “Listen to
me, mademoiselle. You know that he who speaks to you is ready to give
not only his life but his honor for you, at any moment, and at all
times. Therefore you may believe in him; you can confide to him that
which you may not, perhaps, be willing to say to your father. Tell me,
has that sublime Canalis been making you the disinterested offer that
you now fling as a reproach at poor Ernest?”
“Yes.”
“Do you believe it?”
“That question, my manikin,” she replied, giving him one of the ten or
a dozen nicknames she had invented for him, “strikes me as undervaluing
the strength of my self-love.”
“Ah, you are laughing, my dear Mademoiselle Modeste; then there’s no
danger: I hope you are only making a fool of him.”
“Pray what would you think of me, Monsieur Butscha, if I allowed myself
to make fun of those who do me the honor to wish to marry me? You ought
to know, master Jean, that even if a girl affects to despise the most
despicable attentions, she is flattered by them.”
“Then I flatter you?” said the young man, looking up at her with a face
that was illuminated like a city for a festival.
“You?” she said; “you give me the most precious of all friendships,--a
feeling as disinterested as that of a mother for her child. Compare
yourself to no one; for even my father is obliged to be devoted to me.”
She paused. “I cannot say that I love you, in the sense which men give
to that word, but what I do give you is eternal and can know no change.”
“Then,” said Butscha, stooping to pick up a pebble that he might kiss
the hem of her garment, “suffer me to watch over you as a dragon guards
a treasure. The poet was covering you just now with the lace-work of his
precious phrases, the tinsel of his promises; he chanted his love on the
best strings of his lyre, I know he did. If, as soon as this noble lover
finds out how small your fortune is, he makes a sudden change in his
behavior, and is cold and embarrassed, will you still marry him? shall
you still esteem him?”
“He would be another Francisque Althor,” she said, with a gesture of
bitter disgust.
“Let me have the pleasure of producing that change of scene,” said
Butscha. “Not only shall it be sudden, but I believe I can change it
back and make your poet as loving as before,--nay, it is possible
to make him blow alternately hot and cold upon your heart, just as
gracefully as he has talked on both sides of an argument in one evening
without ever finding it out.”
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