Mohawks: A Novel. Volume 2 of 3Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Mohawks: A Novel. Volume 2 of 3
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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"There was but little sympathy between my son and me. He was an artist,
a craftsman, whose genius lay in his fingers rather than in his brain.
He had no leaning to abstract science, none of the eager curiosity of
the discoverer. He was active and energetic, and wanted quick results;
was ambitious, but with an ambition which to me seemed narrow and petty.
He wanted to excel in the creation of beautiful objects, like Benvenuto
Cellini--to be remembered as the maker of drinking-cups and monstrances.
But though there was little resemblance in our tastes, there had been
much affection between us as father and son, and I had mourned with him
when he lost his young wife shortly after the birth of their only child.
That child seemed to me the concentrated expression of all the best
attributes in a highly-gifted and vanishing race. I could trace every
quality and characteristic of her mind and nature to their source in the
characters of her ancestry. I found in her all which her father
lacked--an ardent sympathy with me in my loftiest aspirations, a
yearning for knowledge beyond the narrow boundaries of common life, a
profound belief in the supernatural. I would have given much to be
allowed to train her, to make her the confidante and assistant of my
labours, as Flamel's wife was to him; but Filippo was narrow-minded and
priest-ridden, and he had a pious horror of my laboratory, and of
experiments which his ignorance condemned as diabolical.
"Thus deprived of the one sympathiser whose society I should have
cherished, my life grew daily more and more apart from that of
surrounding humanity, and, absorbing as were the hopes and dreams that
led me on from link to link in the chain of occult knowledge, there were
yet times when I felt my isolation, and when the silence and gloom of my
laboratory weighed heavily upon me.
"It was in vain that I sought relief in the society of the family
sitting-room. The air of every-day life oppressed me even worse than the
sense of isolation--or I may say that I felt my isolation most keenly
when I was among my fellow-men. What I yearned for was not company, but
sympathy. The companionship of those who had nothing in common with my
pursuits only fatigued and irritated me.
"My one pleasure in the household room was Margharita's singing or
playing. There were quaint old sixteenth-century melodies which soothed
me with an almost magical power. I have sat in the twilight listening to
her with tears streaming down my cheeks. Her voice thrilled and yet
calmed my troubled brain.
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