Mohawks: A Novel. Volume 3 of 3Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Mohawks: A Novel. Volume 3 of 3
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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"Till death," he echoed solemnly; and they sat down side by side.
He seemed gay enough all that evening, and the wine brought the colour
back to his face by and by; but every now and then in the pauses of the
talk, when the others were intent upon the game, or at supper by and by
in an interval of silence, he was thinking of the form and the voice
that had been with him that night.
Could two worlds be so wide apart and yet so near--the world of life and
the world of death? Not for an instant did he doubt that his mother's
spirit had appeared to him; that her voice had warned him, and with no
delusive warning. He told himself that he was to die to-morrow night.
There were but one night and day left to him upon this upper earth: one
night in which to repent his sins; one day in which to settle his
worldly affairs, and bid farewell to all he loved.
Should he confide in his beloved? Should he tell Judith of the vision?
No; she would make light of it, or pretend to do so. Nay, in all
likelihood she would be really unbelieving; she was too steeped in this
world and in worldly follies to believe in that unearthly visitant. She
would tell him his brain was unstrung, would try to laugh him into
scepticism.
"I would rather believe, even though it is to accept the message of
doom," he told himself. "To know that there is a God, and a world
beyond, is better than long life upon earth. Man's life, did he live to
a hundred years, were no better than the life of a worm if it ended
here. But she who has been with me gives me assurance of a future. Where
she is I shall be."
It was after midnight when the party dispersed; but, late as it was,
Durnford followed Lavendale to his bedroom.
"I want you to tell me all about it, Jack," he said earnestly, as they
stood together in front of the fire.
"About what?"
"The thing that has unhinged you. Something has, I know. You were
frightened, you saw something, or dreamt something, in the library
before we found you there, half fainting, almost speechless. There was
something, Jack; I know you too well to be deceived."
"There _was_ something, but I cannot tell you what."
"O, but you must, you shall. What is the good of our being brothers by
adoption if you cannot confide in me? You have had no secrets from me,
Jack. Till to-night I have shared even your guilty secrets, at the risk
of being called Sir Pandarus by this good-natured world of ours. I have
the right to be trusted. You told me about a warning last summer, a
warning dream that saved you from a great sin. Was this another dream?
Had you dropped asleep by the fire, and did you wake in a panic, as
children do sometimes?"
"No, Herrick, I was broad awake."
And then, little by little, Durnford got the truth from him: the story
of the vision as it came to him in the summer night, as it had
reappeared in the winter gloaming. To him, evidently, the thing was
real, indisputable, an actual appearance, and not a projection of his
own mind.
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