England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Love stories; Twins -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"Yes, he was fond of me. We were friends; but I was not his closest and
dearest. Dorrie, we must never talk of this again, you and I; a wound
like this, so sore and deep, should be covered up and hidden. I must
hide it even from myself. There is only one thing that I want to say,
and then we will bury our dead. I cannot hate Everard--hatred is not in
my nature--and neither can I ever cease to love him. Oh, there is no
need for you to look so shocked"--as Doreen's face expressed strong
disapproval of this. "There will be no impropriety in the love I shall
bear him. If I could I would be his guardian angel, and keep all
troubles from him." Then she sighed and put her hand gently on her
sister's shoulder. "'Seek not much rest, but much patience;' that shall
be my New Year's motto. We will bury our dead." Those had been her
words, and for twenty years the grass had grown over that grave; and
yet, on this September night, the ghost of her old love had haunted her,
and the ache of the old pain had made itself felt.
Is there any grave deep enough to bury a woman's love? Althea Harford
was nearly forty-one, and yet the memory of Everard Ward, with his
perfect face, and boyish, winning ways, his gay _insouciance_, and
light-hearted mirth, made her heart throb with quickened beats of pain.
All these years--these weary years--she had never met any one like
him--never any one whom she could compare with him. People had often
told her that he was not specially clever, that his talents were by no
means of a first-class order; but she had never believed them. To her
fond fancy he was the embodiment of every manly gift and beauty; even
Dorothy, with all her love for her husband, would have marvelled at
Althea's infatuation.
And now Everard's daughter was under her roof, and the knowledge that
this was so had driven the sleep from her eyes, and filled her with a
strange restlessness. Waveney's smile, and the turn of her head, and
something in her voice, recalled Everard. More than once that evening
she had winced, as some familiar tone brought him too vividly before
her.
Waveney's artless confidence had given her food for thought. She had
long known the hard fight that Everard Ward was waging, in his attempts
to keep the wolf from the door. On more than one occasion her secret
beneficence had lightened his weight of care. If Everard had guessed who
was the real purchaser of some of his pictures, he would not have
pocketed the money quite so happily; but Althea kept her own counsel.
"If I could only be his guardian angel!" she had said, in her girlish
misery; and no purer wish had ever been expressed by woman's lips; in
some ways she had been Everard Ward's good angel all these years.
Still she had never realised the extent of his poverty until Waveney had
told her about the purchase of "King Canute."
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