She smiles coquettishly, and glances at Shadwell from under her long
dark lashes. He is near enough to hear and understand; so is Luttrell.
With a suppressed curse the latter grinds his heel into the innocent
gravel and departs.
CHAPTER XVI.
"Love is hurt with jar and fret,
Love is made a vague regret,
Eyes with idle tears are wet."
--_The Miller's Daughter._
It is evening; the shadows are swiftly gathering. Already the
dusk--sure herald of night--is here. Above in the trees the birds are
crooning their last faint songs and ruffling their feathers on their
night-perches.
How short the days have grown! Even into the very morning of sweet
September there has fallen a breath of winter,--a chill, cold breath
that tells us summer lies behind.
Luttrell, with downcast eyes and embittered heart, tramples through the
same green wood (now, alas, fuller of fallen leaves) where first, at
Herst, he and Molly re-met.
With a temperament as warm but less hopeful than hers, he sees the
imaginary end that lies before him and his beloved. She has forsaken
him, she is the bride of another,--that other is Shadwell. She is happy
with him. This last thought, strange to say, is the unkindest cut of
all.
He has within his hand a stout stick he took from a tree as he walked
along; at this point of the proceeding he breaks it in two and flings
it to one side. Happy! away from him, with perhaps only a jesting
recollection of all the sweet words, the tender thoughts he has
bestowed upon her! The thought is agony; and, if so, what will the
reality be?
At all events he need not witness it. He will throw up his commission,
and go abroad,--that universal refuge for broken hearts; though why we
must intrude our griefs and low spirits and general unpleasantnesses
upon our foreign neighbors is a subject not yet sufficiently canvassed.
It seems so unkind toward our foreign neighbors.
A rather shaky but consequently picturesque bridge stretches across a
little stream that slowly, lovingly babbles through this part of the
wood. Leaning upon its parapet, Luttrell gives himself up a prey to
gloomiest forebodings, and with the utmost industry calls up before him
all the most miserable possibilities. He has reached the verge of
suicide,--in a moment more (in his "mind's eye") he will be over, when
a delicious voice behind him says, demurely:
"May I pass, please?"
It is Molly: such a lovely Molly!--such a naughty unrepentant, winsome
Molly, with the daintiest and widest of straw hats, twined with wild
flowers, thrown somewhat recklessly toward the back of her head.
"I am sorry to disturb you," says this apparition, gazing at him
unflinchingly with big, innocent eyes, "but I do not think there is
room on this bridge for two to pass."
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