"And will you condemn forever because of a few words spoken in a moment
of despair and terrible disappointment?" pleads he. "I acknowledge my
fault. I was wrong; I was too hasty. I behaved like a brute, if you
will; but then I believed I had grounds for fear. When once I saw your
face, heard your voice, looked into your eyes, I knew how false my
accusations were; but it was then too late."
"Too late, indeed."
"How calmly you can say it!" with exquisite reproach. "Have five
minutes blotted out five months? Did you know all the anguish I endured
on seeing you with--Shadwell--I think you might forgive."
"I might. But I could not forget. Would I again consent to be at the
mercy of one who without a question pronounced me guilty? A thousand
times no!"
"Say at once you are glad to be rid of me," breaks he in bitterly,
stung by her persistent coldness.
"You are forgetting your original purpose," she says, after a slight
pause, declining to notice his last remark. "Was there not something
you wished to say to me?"
"Yes." Rousing himself with an impatient sigh. "Molly," blanching a
little, and trying to read her face, with all his heart in his
eyes,--"are you going to marry Shadwell?"
Molly colors richly (a rare thing with her), grows pale again, clasps
and unclasps her slender fingers nervously, before she makes reply. A
prompting toward mischief grows within her, together with a sense of
anger that he should dare put such a question to her under existing
circumstances.
"I cannot see by what right you put to me such a question--now," she
says, at length, haughtily. "My affairs can no longer concern you."
With an offended gleam at him from under her long lashes.
"But they do," cries he, hotly, maddened by her blush, which he has
attributed jealously to a wrong cause. "How can I see you throwing
yourself away upon a _roue_--a blackleg--without uttering a word
of warning?"
"'A _roue_--a blackleg'? Those are strong terms. What has Captain
Shadwell done to deserve them? A blackleg! How?"
"Perhaps I go too far when I say that," says Luttrell, wishing with all
his heart he knew something vile of Shadwell; "but he has gone as near
it as any man well can. You and he cannot have a thought in common.
Will you sacrifice your entire life without considering well the
consequences?"
"He is a gentleman, at all events," says Miss Massereene, slowly,
cuttingly. "He never backbites his friends. He is courteous in his
manner; and--he knows how to keep--his temper. I do not believe any of
your insinuations."
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