An instantaneous hush falls upon the assembly; the very fans drop
silently into their owners' laps; not a whisper can be heard. The
opening chords are played by some one, and then Molly begins to sing.
It is some new, exquisite rendering of Kingsley's exquisite words she
has chosen:
"Oh, that we two were maying!--"
and she sings it with all the pathos, the genius, of which she is
capable.
She has no thought for all the gay crowd that stays entranced upon her
tones. She looks far above them, her serene face--pale, but full of
gentle self-possession--more sweet than any poem. She is singing with
all her heart for her beloved,--for Letitia, and Lovat, and the
children, and John in heaven.
A passionate longing to be near her--to touch her--to speak--to be
answered back again--seizes Luttrell. He takes in hungrily all the
minutiae of her clothing, her manner, her expression. He sees the soft,
gleaming bunches of snow-drops at her bosom and in her hair. Her hands,
lightly crossed before her, are innocent of rings. Her simple black
gown of some clinging, transparent material--barely opened at the
neck--makes even more fair the milk-white of her throat (that is
scarcely less white than the snowy flowers).
Her hair is drawn back into its old loose knot behind, in the simple
style that suits her. She has a tiny band of black velvet round her
neck. How fair she is,--how sweet, yet full of a tender melancholy! He
is glad in his heart for that little pensive shade, and thinks, though
more fragile, she never looked so lovely in her life.
She has commenced the last verse:
"Oh, that we two lay sleeping
In our nest in the church-yard sod,
With our limbs at rest
On the quiet earth's breast,
And our souls at home with God!"
She is almost safely through it. There is such a deadly silence as ever
presages a storm, when by some luckless chance her eyes, that seldom
wander, fall full on Luttrell's upturned, agitated face.
His fascinated, burning gaze compels her to return it. Oh, that he
should see her here, singing before all these people! For the first
time a terrible sense of shame overpowers her; a longing to escape the
eyes that from all parts of the hall appear to stare at her and
criticise her voice--herself!
She turns a little faint, wavers slightly, and then breaks down.
Covering her face with her hands, and with a gesture of passion and
regret, she falls hurriedly into the background and is gone.
Immediately kindly applause bursts forth. What has happened to the
favorite? Is she ill, or faint, or has some lost dead chord of her life
suddenly sounded again? Every one is at a loss, and every one is
curious. It is interesting,--perhaps the most interesting part of the
whole performance,--and to-morrow will tell them all about it.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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