Mona Maclean, Medical Student: A NovelTravers, Graham
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Mona Maclean, Medical Student: A Novel
Travers, Graham
Women medical students -- Fiction
"Isn't it?" The line on Mona's brow vanished. "You know, Doris, I
believe I am a bit of the east coast, I love it so. Heigh-ho! I do
think Lucy must be better."
"Judging from what you have told me of her. I should think the
chances were in favour of her meeting you at the station."
Mona laughed. "She is an india-rubber ball--up one moment, down the
next; but it has been no laughing matter this time. I told you she
got through her examination all right."
"Thanks to your coaching, no doubt."
"No, no, no! I begin to think Lucy has a better head all round than
mine. The fact is, Doris, I have to readjust my views of life
somehow, and the only satisfactory basis on which I can build is the
conviction that we have all been under a complete misapprehension as
to my powers. There is something gloriously restful in the belief
that one is nothing great, and is not called upon to do anything
particular."
Doris smiled with serene liberality. Mona had been in her mind
constantly during the last month.
"Very well," she said. "As long as you feel like that, go your own
way. I am not afraid that the mood will last. In a few months you
will be neither to hold nor to bind."
"Prophet of evil!"
"Nay; prophet of good."
"It is all very well for you, in your lovely leisure, realising the
ideal of perfect womanhood."
"Don't be sarcastic, please. You know how gladly I would exchange my
'lovely leisure' for your freedom to work. But we need not talk of
it. My mind is perfectly at rest about you. This is only a
reaction--a passing phase."
"A great improvement on the restless, hounding desire to inflict
one's powers, talents, and virtues--save the mark!--on poor, patient,
long-suffering mankind. Oh, Doris, let us take life simply, and work
our reformations unconsciously by the way. We don't increase our
moral energy by pumping our resolutions up to a giddy height."
"I am not to remind you, I suppose, of the old gospel which some of
your friends associate with you, that women ought always to have a
purpose in life, and not be content to drift."
Mona turned a pair of laughing eyes full on her friend.
"Remind me of it by all means. Go a stage farther back, if you like,
and remind me of my dolls. I am not sensitive on either point. I
was saying to some one only the other clay that it takes a great many
incompatible utterances to make up a man's _Credo_, even at one
moment. Perhaps," she added more slowly, "each of us is, in
potentiality, as catholic as God Himself on a small scale; but owing
to the restrictions and mutual pressure of human life, most of us can
only develop one side at a time--some of us only one in a single
'Karma.'"
"You seem," said Doris quietly, "to have found the intellectual life
at Borrowness at a surprisingly high level."
Mona raised her eyebrows with a quick, unconscious gesture.
"There are a few intelligent people," she said rather coldly, "even
there."
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