Mona Maclean, Medical Student: A NovelTravers, Graham
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Mona Maclean, Medical Student: A Novel
Travers, Graham
Women medical students -- Fiction
Mona's touch was mesmeric,--at least Matilda Cookson found it so. In
all her vapid little life she had never experienced anything like the
thrill that passed through her now. She would have confessed
anything at that moment, and perhaps have regretted her frankness
bitterly an hour later; for, after all, confession is only
occasionally of moral value in itself, however priceless it may be in
its results.
The story was not a particularly novel one, even to Mona's
inexperienced ears. Two years before, all the girls in Miss
Barnett's private school at Kirkstoun had been "in love" with the
drawing-master, who came twice a week from St Rules. His languid
manner and large dark eyes had wrought havoc within the "narrowing
nunnery walls," and when his work at St Rules had increased so much
that he no longer required Miss Barnett's support, he had taken his
departure amid much wailing and lamentation.
Matilda had gone soon after to a London boarding-school, where she
had forgotten all about him; but a chance meeting at a dance, on her
return, had renewed the old attraction. This first chance meeting
had been followed by a number of others; and when, only a short time
before, Mrs Cookson had suddenly decreed that Matilda was to go to St
Rules once a week for music lessons, the temptation to create a few
more "chance meetings" had proved irresistible.
Mona was rather at a loss to know what to do with the confession, now
that she had got it. She knew so little of this girl. What were her
gods? Had she any heroes?--any heroines?--any ideals? Was there
anything in her to which one might appeal? Mona was too young
herself to attack the situation with weapons less cumbrous than heavy
artillery.
"How old are you?" she asked suddenly.
"Eighteen."
"And don't you mean to be a fine woman--morally a fine woman, I mean?"
"Morally a fine woman"--the words, spoken half shyly, half wistfully,
were almost an unknown tongue to Matilda Cookson. Almost, but not
quite. They called up vague visions of evening services, and of
undefined longings for better things,--visions, more distinct, of a
certain "revival," when she had become "hysterical," had stayed to
the "enquiry meeting," and had professed to be "converted." She had
been very happy then for a few weeks, but the happiness had not
lasted long. Those things never did last; they were all pure
excitement, as her father had said at the time. What was the use of
raking up that old story now?
"I don't see that there was any great harm in my meeting him," she
said doggedly.
"I am quite sure you did not mean any great harm; but do you know how
men talk about girls who 'give themselves away,' as they call it?"
Matilda coloured. "I am sure he would not say anything horrid about
me. He is awfully in love."
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