Mona Maclean, Medical Student: A NovelTravers, Graham
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Mona Maclean, Medical Student: A Novel
Travers, Graham
Women medical students -- Fiction
"How on earth did you contrive to do it?" he asked at last. "When
one sees the duffers of men that pass----"
The colour on Mona's cheek deepened. "I don't think a very large
proportion of duffers pass the London University medical
examinations," she said. "Of course one makes excuses for one's
self. One began hospital work too soon; one's knowledge was on a
plane altogether above the level of the examination papers, &c. It
is only in moments of rare and exceptional honesty that one says, as
I say to you now, 'I failed because I was a duffer, and did not know
my work.'"
"Nay, you don't catch me with chaff. That is not the truth, and you
don't think it is. I don't call that honesty!"
But although the Sahib spoke harshly, his heart was beating very
warmly towards her just then. He had always considered Mona a clever
and charming girl--a little too independent, perhaps, but her
habitual independence made it the more delightful to see her
submitting like a child to his questions, holding herself bound
apparently for the moment to answer honestly without fencing, however
much the effort might cost her.
"It is the truth, and nothing but the truth." she said. "I venture
sometimes to think it is not the whole truth."
"Shall you go in again?"
"Yes."
"When?"
"July."
"Do you think you will pass?"
"No."
"Then why do you do it?"
"I have promised."
Another long pause, and then it came unpremeditatedly with a rush.
"Look here, Miss Maclean,--chuck the whole thing, and come back to
India with me!"
It was so absolutely unexpected, that for a moment Mona thought it
was a joke. "That would be a delightfully simple way of cutting the
knot of the difficulty," she said gaily, but before her sentence was
finished she saw what he meant. She tried not to see it, not to show
that she saw it, but the blood rushed over her face and betrayed her.
"Do come," he said. "Will you? I never cared for any woman as I
care for you."
"Oh, Sahib," said Mona, "we cared for each other, but not in that
way. You have taught me all I have missed in not having a brother."
She was not sorry for him; she was intensely annoyed at his
stupidity. Not for a moment did it occur to her that he might really
love her. He liked her, of course, admired her, sympathised with
her, at the present moment pitied her; but did he really suppose that
a woman might not gladly accept his friendship, admiration, sympathy,
even his pity, without wishing to have it all translated into the
vulgar tangible coin of an offer of marriage? Was marriage for a
woman, like money for a beggar, the sole standard by which all good
feeling was to be tried?
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