Mona Maclean, Medical Student: A NovelTravers, Graham
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Mona Maclean, Medical Student: A Novel
Travers, Graham
Women medical students -- Fiction
"Build thee more stately mansions, O my soul,"
had rolled out in his musical bass.
He read on for half an hour or so. Mona soon forgot her sketch and
sat listening, her head resting on her hand.
He closed the book abruptly; he wanted no verbal thanks.
"And now," he said, "for my reward. May I look at your sketches?"
She coloured awkwardly. How could she show them? The scraps from
Norway, and Italy, and Saxon Switzerland, might be explained; but
what of the memory sketches of "the potent, grave, and reverend
signiors" who had examined her at Burlington House? What of the
caricature, which had amused the whole School, of Mademoiselle Lucy
undergoing a Viva? What of her _chef-d'œuvre_, the study of the
dissecting-room?
"I promised Rachel that I would keep the dreadful secret," she said
ironically to herself, "and I am not going to break my word." But it
cost her an effort to refuse. Some of the sketches were, in their
way, undeniably clever, and she would have enjoyed showing them to
him; and, moreover, she intensely disliked laying herself open to a
charge of false modesty.
"I am sorry to seem so churlish," she said, "but I would rather not
show you the book."
He was surprised, but her tone was absolutely final. There was
nothing more to be said.
"If you like," she said shyly, "I will pay you back in a poor
counterfeit of your own coin. I will read to you, and you shall
close your eyes and listen to the plash of the waves. That is one of
my ideals of happiness."
She took the book from the rock and began to read; but he did not
close his eyes. Her voice was not a remarkable one like his own; but
it was sympathetic, and her reading suggested much more than it
expressed. He enjoyed listening to her, and he was interested in her
choice of a poem; but he liked best to watch her mobile, sensitive
face.
"One effort more, my altar this bleak sand;
That Thou, O God, my life hast lighted,
With ray of light, steady, ineffable, vouchsafed of Thee,
Light rare, untellable, lighting the very light,
Beyond all signs, descriptions, languages,"--
She seemed to be repeating the words from memory, not reading them;
for her eyes were fixed on the hills beyond the sea, and her face was
kindled for the moment into absolute beauty. Then, for the first
time, a distinct thought passed through Dudley's mind that he would
like the mother of his children to have a face like that.
"She would make a man noble in spite of himself," he thought; but
aloud he said--
"You knew that poem?"
"Yes."
"Did you know those I read?"
"Not all of them. I knew _Vigil Strange_ and _My Captain_."
There was silence between them for a few moments.
"Have you the smallest idea," he asked suddenly, "how you are
throwing yourself away?"
She coloured, and was about to answer, but just then a gust of wind
caught a page of her sketch-book, and blew it over.
She laughed, glad of an excuse for changing the subject.
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