Banks and banking -- France -- History -- 19th -- Fiction
When Madame Caroline came back to her table she was shivering a
little. What! was she cold then? The idea amused her, she who boasted
of passing the winter without fires. She felt, however, as though she
had come from an icy bath, rejuvenated and strong, with her pulse
very calm. It was thus with her on the mornings when she rose feeling
particularly well. Then it occurred to her to put a log in the
fire-place; and, seeing that the fire was out, she amused herself in
lighting it again, without ringing for a servant. It was quite a job,
for she had no small wood, but she at last managed to ignite the logs
by means of some old newspapers, which she burned one after another.
On her knees before the hearth she laughed all alone; and for a moment
she remained there, feeling happy and surprised. She had again passed
through one of her great crises, and now she again hoped. For what? She
knew nothing of the eternal unknown that lay at the end of life, at the
end of humanity. To live, that must suffice, in order that life might
continually bring her the cure for the wounds which life inflicted.
Once more did she remember the catastrophes of her existence--her
frightful marriage, her poverty in Paris, her abandonment by the only
man whom she had loved; and after every fall she had recovered that
tenacious energy, that immortal joy which ever placed her on her feet
again amid the ruins. Had not everything just collapsed again? She
could no longer esteem Saccard, confronted as she had been by his
frightful past, even as holy women are confronted by the unclean wounds
which they go, morning and evening, to dress, not hoping ever to heal
them. But, albeit she knew the truth, she was going to continue her
wonted life. She was going to live in a fire, in the panting forge of
speculation, under the incessant threat of a final catastrophe, in
which her brother might lose his honour and his life. Nevertheless,
there she stood, almost reckless, as on the morning of a fine day,
tasting the joy of battle in confronting danger. Why? for nothing in
reason, but for the sole pleasure of being! Her brother told her truly
she was the incarnation of invincible hope.
When Saccard returned he found Madame Caroline buried in her work,
finishing in her firm handwriting a page of the memoir on the Oriental
railways. She raised her head and smiled at him peacefully, while his
lips lightly touched her beautiful, radiant, white hair.
'You have been very busy, my friend?'
'Oh, endless business! I saw the Minister of Public Works; I went to
meet Huret, then I had to return to the Ministry, where I only found a
secretary, but at last I have the promise they want over yonder.'
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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