Banks and banking -- France -- History -- 19th -- Fiction
'Gone! Who?' asked Madame Caroline in surprise.
'Nathalie, my daughter. Her marriage had fallen through; she was
furious when Theodore's father came to tell us that his son had already
waited too long, and that he was going to marry the daughter of a
haberdasher, who would bring him nearly eight thousand francs. Oh, I
can understand her anger at the thought of no longer having a copper,
and remaining single! But I who loved her so well! Only last winter I
used to get up at night to see if she were well covered. And I deprived
myself of tobacco in order that she might have prettier hats, and I was
her real mother; I had brought her up; I lived only for the pleasure of
seeing her in our little rooms.'
His tears choked him; he began to sob.
'You see, it was the fault of my ambition,' he continued. 'If I had
sold out as soon as my eight shares had given me the dowry of six
thousand francs, she would now have been married. But, you know, they
were still going up, and I thought of myself; I wanted first an
income of six hundred francs, then one of eight hundred, then one of a
thousand; especially as the little one would have inherited this money
later on. To think that at one time, when the shares were worth three
thousand francs apiece, I had twenty-four thousand francs before me,
enough to give her a dowry of six thousand and retire, myself, on an
income of nine hundred! But no! I wanted a thousand; how stupid! And
now my shares don't represent as much as two hundred francs even. Oh!
it was my fault; I should have done better to have thrown myself into
the water!'
Greatly distressed by his grief, Madame Caroline allowed him to relieve
himself. Still she was desirous of knowing what had happened. 'Gone, my
poor Dejoie!' she said, 'how gone?'
Then embarrassment came over him, and a slight flush rose to his
pale face. 'Yes, gone, disappeared, three days ago. She had made
the acquaintance of a gentleman who lived opposite us--oh! a very
good-looking man, about forty years old. In short, she has run away.'
And while he gave details, seeking for fitting words in his
embarrassment, Madame Caroline in her mind's eye again beheld Nathalie,
slender and blonde, with the frail grace of a pretty girl of the
Parisian pavements. She again saw her large eyes, with their tranquil,
cold expression reflecting egotism with such extraordinary clearness.
She had suffered her father to adore her like an idol, conducting
herself with all propriety so long as it was her interest to do so, so
long as there remained any hope of a dowry, a marriage, a counter in
some little shop where she would be enthroned. But to continue leading
a penniless life, to live in rags with her good old father, to have
to work again, oh! no, she had had enough of that kind of life, which
henceforth had no prospect to offer. And so she had taken herself off,
had coldly put on her hat and boots to go elsewhere.
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