"Monsieur, it has struck the half-hour; it's three minutes past," cried
the waiter.
"At last! that's very lucky! Off with you, then!"
"But is monsieur's change all right? I want to be sure."
"What's that? yes, blackguard, it's all right; here are two francs for
you; and now, clear out!"
"Shall I come back and tell monsieur the time again?"
Cherami half rose from his seat; only half, but the waiter understood,
and fled.
The two letters were on the table; having thrown away the end of his
cigar, Cherami took the one which was for himself, saying:
"It's very strange; I really feel a sort of emotion. Come, no nonsense;
let's see what there is inside!"
He opened the letter and read:
* * * * *
"'My dear Monsieur:--When you read these words, I shall be dead---- '
* * * * *
"Dead!" cried Cherami, striking the table violently with his clenched
fist. "Nonsense! it isn't possible; I must have read it wrong! but, no;
that's what it says: 'I shall be dead.' Let's go on:
* * * * *
"'I had a very respectable little fortune, but it wasn't enough for me;
I speculated on the Bourse, and I had bad luck; I married, hoping that a
woman's love would change the course of my ideas, and that an attractive
home would satisfy my ambition. Unluckily, I was mistaken. The person
whom I married has one of those emotionless hearts with which it is
impossible to give play to one's feelings; after a week of wedlock, I
found that she had not the slightest love for me, but that she desired
to cut a figure in society, and to eclipse all other women. Thereupon I
speculated more wildly than ever, in order to gratify my vanity, if
nothing more. Ten days ago, I gave a great party, to try to disguise my
condition. I still hoped to extricate myself; I risked all that I had! I
lost, and I am ruined!--and, as I haven't your philosophy, as I could
not determine to live in poverty after having tasted the pleasures of
luxury, I am going to blow out my brains. Be good enough to call upon
my wife and prepare her gently for the news; I do not think, however,
that her heart will suffer most.
"'I ask your pardon for the trouble I cause you, but I have formed this
judgment of you: that you are a man and will keep the promise you made
me. Receive my last adieu.
"'AUGUSTE MONLEARD.'"
* * * * *
For a few moments after reading this letter, Cherami was speechless with
dismay. He even put his hand to his eyes to wipe away a tear; then
muttered:
"What! that handsome young dandy who sat there just now! But, sacrebleu!
perhaps it's not too late yet!"
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