United States -- History -- French and Indian War, 1754-1763 -- Fiction
Cadillac's letter lay heavy in my pocket that day and disinclined me to
speech. Should I show it to the woman and ask her what she would like
to do? And having asked her, should I let her preference warp my final
decision? I was not sure. The manner of my life had confirmed me in
my natural inclination to decide things for myself and take no counsel.
And now all my desires called out to me to destroy this letter and say
nothing. Why should I wish to meet Lord Starling? And by keeping out
of the way I should be playing into Cadillac's hands and therefore
furthering my own ends. Yet the woman! After all, Starling was her
cousin. Had she not the right to choose for herself whether she should
see him? My training and instinct said no to this last question.
Women were made to be cared for, at whatever cost, but not to be taken
into confidence as to ways and means. Still I had entered into a bond
with this woman. I breathed hard. I had always been restive under any
bond, though by nature plodding enough when it was removed. I was
aware that I was but sullen company while I rolled this matter in my
mind.
The day was warm, and by afternoon soaring pinions of cloud pushed up
from the western horizon. I watched their white edges curl and
blacken, and when they began to be laced with red lightning I said to
the woman that we should have to land.
"Though I hoped to make the Sturgeon Cove," I added idly.
The breeze was rising, drawing sharp criss-cross furrows on the water,
and I noticed how it ruffled the woman's hair; her hair was like her
eyes, a warm red-brown.
"What is Sturgeon Cove?" she asked. "Is it a bay,--a larger one than
we have passed?"
I took a rough map from my wallet and handed it to her. "Much larger,
you see," I said. "It almost bisects the peninsula. Only the Sturgeon
portage, about a mile long, separates it from the lake of the Illinois.
We must be near it now."
She gave but a look at the map, then glanced at the cloud-streaked west
and at the shore.
"Try to make it. Try to reach Sturgeon Cove," she urged.
I was thinking of something else, so I answered her only by a shake of
the head. Perhaps that angered her. At all events she smote her palms
together with a short, soft little clap, such as I use when I call my
dog.
"I do not wish to land here," she said, throwing back her head at me
quite as she had done when I thought her a boy. "I wish to go on. Why
not?"
I motioned Pierre to the shore. "Because you would get wet," I
answered stoically.
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