Short stories; United States -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
This time it was she that debated. “No, don’t tell them,” she said
finally. “They wouldn’t understand. I don’t understand, for that matter,
but I have faith in you, and in the nature of things they are not
capable of this same implicit faith. You raise up before me a mystery
that prevents our marriage, and I believe you; but they could not
believe you without doubts arising as to the wrong and ill-nature of the
mystery. Besides, it would but make their anxieties greater.”
“I should go away, I know I should go away,” he said, half under his
breath. “And I can. I am no weakling. Because I have failed to remain
away once, is no reason that I shall fail again.”
She caught her breath with a quick gasp. “It is like a bereavement to
hear you speak of going away and remaining away. I should never see you
again. It is too terrible. And do not reproach yourself for weakness.
It is I who am to blame. It is I who prevented you from remaining away
before, I know. I wanted you so. I want you so.
“There is nothing to be done, Chris, nothing to be done but to go on
with it and let it work itself out somehow. That is one thing we are
sure of: it will work out somehow.”
“But it would be easier if I went away,” he suggested.
“I am happier when you are here.”
“The cruelty of circumstance,” he muttered savagely.
“Go or stay—that will be part of the working out. But I do not want you
to go, Chris; you know that. And now no more about it. Talk cannot mend
it. Let us never mention it again—unless ... unless some time, some
wonderful, happy time, you can come to me and say: ‘Lute, all is well
with me. The mystery no longer binds me. I am free.’ Until that time let
us bury it, along with Planchette and all the rest, and make the most of
the little that is given us.
“And now, to show you how prepared I am to make the most of that little,
I am even ready to go with you this afternoon to see the horse—though
I wish you wouldn’t ride any more ... for a few days, anyway, or for a
week. What did you say was his name?”
“Comanche,” he answered. “I know you will like him.”
* * *
Chris lay on his back, his head propped by the bare jutting wall of
stone, his gaze attentively directed across the canyon to the opposing
tree-covered slope. There was a sound of crashing through underbrush,
the ringing of steel-shod hoofs on stone, and an occasional and mossy
descent of a dislodged boulder that bounded from the hill and fetched
up with a final splash in the torrent that rushed over a wild chaos of
rocks beneath him. Now and again he caught glimpses, framed in green
foliage, of the golden brown of Lute’s corduroy riding-habit and of the
bay horse that moved beneath her.
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