He paused, bit his under lip, and went on in the same slow,
deliberate way: “I discovered, to my extreme sorrow, that you did not
love me as you claimed you did. It was a bitter pill for me to
swallow; but even then I found excuses for you. The temptation of
great wealth and--permit me to add in simple justice--of a state
almost unequaled here or elsewhere. You were young, well-born, and
poor. This is not a--taunt, far from it--but a straight and plain
statement. Your beauty entitled you to the best that this earth can
provide, and, meeting me on your road, you intentionally dazzled me,
using, perhaps, not the most delicate of means to do so; but I was
too blind then to discriminate--my fault entirely! I confess that I
was to blame for not having been more keen-sighted, and even to-day I
rest that blame upon myself.”
He turned his gaze away from the wild stare of her eyes, and at once
she tottered to her feet. “Basil!” she cried. “Basil, I love you; you
know I love you and have always loved you!” And, so queerly are women
constructed, that at that moment when she was being shown in one
flash how completely she had lost him, she felt with a keen pang how
far above other men he towered, how fine and strong he really was,
and what a lover he might have remained, but for her own wilful
folly.
He did not move, he quietly continued bending his grave eyes upon
her, scanning from head to foot this beautiful creature offering
herself in a flash of awakening passion; her light draperies clinging
to her like foam about Aphrodite, her glorious eyes wet with tears
more genuine than had ever glistened there, her white arms yearningly
stretched out to him.
“What a pity,” he said, simply, “that you should not have thought of
all this before!”
She half fell back as if he had struck her, then, impelled by a swift
instinct to do all that she could to save herself, she suddenly flung
herself at him, her head upon his breast, her loose-piled hair,
shaken from its fastening ribbon by the violence of the action,
tumbling like a mantle in lustrous ripples all around her.
“Basil! _My_ Basil!” she moaned. “I am yours, only yours!” One part
of her brain was working feverishly, for she must try to guess--and
that quickly--what he knew, what had changed him so; the other part
was inert and dazed. It was a crucial moment.
Firmly he detached her clinging hands from his shoulders, and,
holding her by both slender wrists, he pressed her gently toward the
lounge; but her hitherto dormant fighting powers were fully aroused
now, and she struggled free, to fling herself in utter abasement at
his feet, clasping his knees desperately. An expression of
indescribable pain contracted his features, but she did not see that;
all she knew was that he lifted her up ever so gently, as though she
were a mere object to be removed from his path, and placed her in the
same impersonal way where she had sat before.
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