Tatiana rose brusquely and stepped out of the sun-path piercing the
room from end to end like a glittering sword-blade. To hear this poor
cripple, this maimed boy, speak so gravely of giving Basil satisfaction
was more than she could bear, and for the first time in her life the
dauntless Tatiana felt herself within measurable distance of hysterics.
“My brother,” she said at last, in a spiritless voice very foreign to
her, “is--oh, a man every inch of him, not a brute, thank God!--and
he will see as I do, that punishment more than adequate has been
meted out. Let us say nothing further of all this.”
She turned with her customary quickness, and he caught sight of her
ashy face.
“Madame--Madame de Salvières!” he cried. “What is it? Has worse
happened? Is she hurt? Is sh....?”
His lips were trembling pitifully, and Tatiana rushed forward, threw
her arms about him, and pressed his face against her breast as she
would have done with Pavlo.
“Hush!” she murmured over him. “Hush! God knows what He does. It is
best for her like this--for you--for all of us.”
Gently she knelt down, still holding him, and there was silence in the
room. Far down below the cliffs the whistle of some sea-birds winging
their way home cut the clear air that blew softly in at the windows,
and Preston, who had never known a mother’s caress, suddenly burst
into a passion of tears.
“It is not as if you had loved her,” she murmured, “as if it had been
all your doing. You have many excuses. We cannot think altogether
harshly of her--now, of course, but relationship does not exclude
justice; and the blame is not all upon you, be assured of that.”
He drew slightly away from her and stared at her in amazement.
“How--how do you know it?” he stammered.
“That is my secret, and will remain so,” she consoled. “Suffice it that
I do know, and--absolve you.”
“I--I wish it were I,” he whispered.
“Don’t!” she implored, drying his eyes with her scrap of a
handkerchief. “Don’t say things like that.... You have paid enough
already.”
“Paid!” he scoffed through set teeth. “Paid, with a ducking and a few
bruises? You call that paying?”
She was silent. What should she do? Tell him the whole truth while she
was about it--give him the whole terrific dose at one draught? Would
this be wiser, more merciful? Would one desperate shock counteract the
other? All this raced across her mind while she smoothed the telltale
flatness of the pillow, the uncrumpled sheet with its embroidered
crest and crown. She was for energetic measures by nature, by
conviction based upon a deep knowledge of life, but still she
hesitated; and, quite carried beyond himself by her silence, he
made a violent effort to sit up.
Just an instant too late she pressed him down with both her strong,
tender hands on his shoulders.
“Oh!” he said, faintly, understanding as in the revealing light of a
lightning flash. “Oh! I have paid back a little, then? _Tant mieux!_”
And this time he lay quite still, his struggle over.
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