As years before on the brink of the Castle cliff at Plenhöel,
Marguerite sat quite motionless, her mere profile visible, listening to
Basil with eyes fixed on the most distant point they could discern.
“You and your father have been kinder to me than any one else in the
world since my mother left me--kind and considerate beyond all
expression. Now you want to go further yet and take off my hands a
responsibility--a cruel responsibility--in short, one that is almost
greater than I can bear!” He paused, and Marguerite, without turning
toward him, said, quickly:
“Why do you say a cruel responsibility? You used to be so passionately
fond of Piotr. Don’t you care for him any more?”
A flush of mortification and misery rose to Basil’s face. He had not
seen the _impasse_ in which he had engaged himself, and for a few
seconds he could not think what to say.
Surprised at his silence, Marguerite made a slight motion and glanced at
him interrogatively, but what she saw made her instantly resume her
former position. “Good Heavens!” thought she, “what is it?”
“Marguerite,” Basil painfully recommenced, “the last few years have not
been happy ones to me. Mind you, I blame no one but myself. I alone
should have been called to account for--the lack of happiness I found in
a union I had sought, and desired at the time above all other things.”
Again he paused, wiped the moisture from his forehead mechanically, and
this time Marguerite did not make use of the pause; but a faint smile of
incredulity, which it would have done him good to see had he been in a
state to notice it, flitted at the corners of her mouth.
“Be this as it may, the fact remains that I have been wretchedly
unhappy, that I am still so now, by _contrecoup_, perhaps. Much has
happened that I must endeavor to forget--not for my own welfare alone,
mind you--and this I cannot attempt if Piotr is with me. I mean that for
that reason and some others I am forced to exile myself anew. It is
useless to enter into particulars. Later you will perhaps understand
why; now I cannot tell you. Will you trust me without explanation?”
“Yes,” she said, unhesitatingly.
He gave a deep sigh of relief and thankfulness. “You are very--very much
the _Chevalier_ your father calls you,” he said, humbly, “and I thank
you with all my heart.”
“But,” she interrupted, with some indignation, “you have not answered my
question. Have you a grudge against poor little Piotr? Yes or no.”
“A grudge?” Basil repeated after her--“a grudge against Piotr?”
“That’s what I asked.”
“No! Emphatically no! How could I? But--but he reminds me of his mother,
and that can’t be endured.”
“Was that the reason of your leaving him with the de Salvières when you
went to China?”
He saw the pit yawning before his feet, and felt too dazed to jump back
from the brink.
“No--that is ... yes! Oh, I don’t know, Marguerite! Don’t ask me!”
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