"Me?" she asked on a long note. "I don't know whether I can trust you." "Me?" she said again. "Don't you remember how I asked you to be brave?" "I tried, but it was easier then because I hadn't you." Her arm tightened round his neck. "Now you're another to look after." He held her off from him. "What am I to do with you? What am I to do with you? How can I leave this funny little creature who is afraid of shadows?" "That night," she said in a small voice, "you told me I looked brave." "Yes, brave and sane. And I have often thought--don't laugh at me--I have thought that was how Joan of Arc must have looked." "And now?" "Now you are like a Joan who does not hear her voices any more." She slipped from his knee to hers. "You're disappointed then?" "No." "You ought to be." "Perhaps." "Would you love me more if I were brave?" "I don't believe I could." She laughed, and with her head aslant, she asked, "Then what's the good of trying?" "Just to make it easier for me," he said. She uttered a little sound like one who stands in mountain mists and through a rent in the grey curtain sees a light shining in the valley. "Would it do that for you? Oh, if it's going to help you, I'm afraid no longer." She reached out and held his face between the finger-tips of her two hands. "I promise not to be afraid. Already"--she looked about her--"I am not afraid. How wonderful you are! And what a wise physician! Physician, heal thyself. You'll go away?" "Yes, I can go now." "Where?" "For a voyage. The Mediterranean. Not a liner--on some slow-going boat." "Not a leaky one," she begged. "Ah, I'd come back if she had no bottom to her. Nothing is going to hurt me or keep me from you!" She did not protest against his boasting, but smiled because she knew he meant to test her. "You'll be away a long time," she said. "And you'll marry me when I come back?" "Yes. If I can." "Why not? In April? May? June? In June--a lovely month. It has a sound of marriage in it. But after all," he said thoughtfully, "it seems a pity to go. And I wouldn't," he added with defiance, "if I were not afraid of being ill on your hands." "My hands would like it rather." "Bless them!" "Oh--what silly things we say--and do--and you haven't seen Notya yet." "Come along then," he said, and as they went up the stairs together Helen thought Mr. Pinderwell smiled. It was after this visit that Mildred Caniper coolly asked Helen if Dr. Mackenzie were in the habit of using endearments towards her. "Not often," Helen said. Slightly flushed and trying not to laugh, she stood at the bed-foot and faced Mildred Caniper fairly. "You allow it?" "I--like it." Mildred Caniper closed her eyes. "Please ask him not to do it in my presence."