England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Triangles (Interpersonal relations) -- Fiction
"It's just as if she's dead," he said in a low voice, and at Helen's
frightened gasp, he added--"I mean for me."
"Take her," she said, and when he had obeyed she sat on her heels and
stared at nothing. For her, a mist was in the room, but through it there
loomed the horrid familiarity of Halkett's bed, his washstand and a row
of boots. Why was she here? What had she done? She heard him asking
gently, "Aren't you coming?" and she remembered. She had promised to
marry George because Miriam had been lying on the floor, because, years
ago, the woman lying alone in Pinderwell House had brought the Canipers
to the moor where George lived and was brutal and was going to marry
her. But it could not be true, for, in some golden past, before this
ugliness fell between her and beauty, she had promised to marry Zebedee.
She held her head to think. No, of course she had given him no promise.
They had come together like birds, like bees to flowers--
"Aren't you coming?" Halkett asked again.
She rose. Yes, here was her promised man. She had bought Miriam with a
price. She stumbled after him down the stairs.
In the warmth of the kitchen, by the light of a glowing fire and a
single candle, Miriam's eyelids fluttered and lay back.
"It's all right, darling," Helen said. "You're quite safe. You're with
Helen, with Helen, dear."
Behind Miriam's eyes, thoughts like butterflies with wet wings were
struggling to be free.
"Something happened. It was George. Has he gone away?"
"He isn't going to hurt you. He wants to take you home."
"Don't let him. We'll go together, Helen. Soon. Not yet. Take care of
me. Don't leave me." She started up. "Helen! I didn't say I'd marry him.
I wouldn't. Helen, I know I didn't!"
"You didn't, you didn't. He knows. He frightened you because you teased
him so. He just frightened you. He's here--not angry. Look!"
He nodded at her clumsily.
"You see?"
"Yes. I'm glad. I'm sorry, George."
"It doesn't matter," he said.
He looked at Helen and she looked full at him and she knew, when he
turned to Miriam, that he still watched over herself. She could
recognize the tenderness and wonder in his eyes, but she could not
understand how they had found a place there, ousting greed and anger
for her sake, how his molten senses had taken an imprint of her to
instruct his mind.
"Can you come now?" she said.
"Yes." Miriam stood up and laughed unsteadily. "How queer I feel!
George--"
"It's all right," he said. "I'll take you home."
"But we're not afraid," Helen said. "There's nothing to be afraid of on
the moor." All possibility of fear had gone: her dread had been for some
uncertain thing that was to come, and now she knew the evil and found in
it something almost as still as rest.
In the passage, he separated her from Miriam. "I want to speak to you."
"Yes. Be careful."
"Tonight. In your garden. I'll wait there. Come to me. Promise that,
too."
"Oh, yes, yes," she said. "That, too."
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