England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Triangles (Interpersonal relations) -- Fiction
"I--don't know," she said. She had not asked herself the question, and
now the unspoken answer shocked her with its significance. She had gone
to wait for him without any thought. It might have been the night that
drew her out, but she knew it was not that. Once before, she had called
herself a slave, and so she labelled herself again, but now she did it
tremulously, without fierceness, aware that it was her own nature to
which she was chiefly bound.
"Are you going to wait for me every night?" she heard him say. "Give me
your hand, Helen. It is so small. Will you go over the wall or through
the door? I'd like to lift you over."
"No. I want to go through the garden. There are primroses there. Big
ones, like stars."
"It's you that are a star."
"I think they liked the snow. And the poplars are all buds. I wish I
could sit in the tree-tops and look right across the moor."
"And wait for me. And when I came I'd hold my arms out and you'd jump
into them."
"If I didn't fly away."
"Ay, I expect you would do that."
They did not speak again until they reached the house, and when she had
lighted the kitchen lamp she saw him looking moodily into the fire.
"Is Mrs. Biggs better?" she asked smoothly.
"What do you know about her?"
"I heard she was ill."
"Who told you?"
"Dr. Mackenzie."
"Oh, he's been again, has he?"
"Yes." Her voice had a ring in it. "And he will come tomorrow."
"And the next day, I suppose, and the next. I should have thought he'd
spare that old nag of his; but no, up he comes, and I want to know why."
She did not answer immediately because she feared to betray the
indignation that moved in her like a living thing. She found her sewing
and signed to him to put her chair into its place, and when she had
stitched steadily for a time she said in pleasant tones, "George, you
are like a bad person in a book."
"I'm not up to this kind of talk. You told me yourself that Mrs. Caniper
hardly needs a doctor. What does he come for, then? Is it for you?"
"No, it is not."
"Do you like the man?"
She opened her lips and shut them several times before she spoke. "I'm
very fond of him--and of Daniel."
"Oh, leave Daniel alone. No woman would look at him."
She gave him a considering gaze for which he could have struck her,
because it put him further from her than he had ever been.
"It's no good staring at me like that. I've seen you with him before
now."
"Everybody on the moor must have seen me with him."
"Yes, and walking pretty close. I remember that."
"Very likely you will see me walking with him again."
"No, by God!"
"Oh," she said, wearily, "how often you call on God's name."
"No wife of mine--"
She laughed. "You talk like Bluebeard. How many wives have you?"
"I've none," he cried in an extremity of bitterness. "But I'll have one
yet, and I'll keep her fast!"
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