Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- Juvenile fiction; Love stories; Women -- Juvenile fiction
Mrs Asplin stood still in the middle of the path and drew a long
fluttering breath. Her eyes grew rapt, and she clasped the girl's hand
in an ecstasy of emotion.
"Peggy, it's--_wonderful_!" she sighed. "It is like being suddenly
lifted on to a plateau and seeing life above the clouds! Everything is
different, everything is altered! Things that were forgotten before
seem now to fill in the whole view; things that were large and looming,
seem, oh, so small, so mean and trifling! I look back, and can hardly
understand how I worried myself about useless trifles--little
shabbinesses about the house, upset of arrangements, clothes and food
and holiday-making. When you once realise the uncertainty of life, they
seem of such unutterable unimportance. And it helps one to be gentle,
too, because if by chance it should happen to be the last day one had to
live, how sad it would be to speak hasty words, or to leave some one
sorrowing because of neglect or unkindness! It makes one long to do
kind things and say cheering words, and oh, so terrified of losing an
opportunity which may never come again! The doctor's verdict was a
great shock to me at first, but I am gradually coming to look upon it as
one of the greatest of blessings, for it's a hasty, impetuous creature
I've been all my days, and this quiet waiting time is going to teach me
many lessons. I ought to be grateful and happy that it has been granted
me."
Peggy bit her lips and looked at the ground. She could not trust
herself to speak, but in her heart she was saying:
"And after all, she may live longer than I! Every life is uncertain.
_I_ ought to feel like that too. I ought to climb up to that high
ground above the clouds. It's because she is a Christian that she feels
like that. I used always to think that very good people must be dull
and gloomy, but Mrs Asplin is the happiest creature I know, and so full
of fun... We used to go to her for help in all our school-day pranks,
and now when she knows she is going to die, she is happy still, and
quite calm and bright. I should like--oh, I should like to be good like
that! One can't always be young, and pretty, and happy, and strong; and
if I am going to be a Christian at all, I want to begin now, and not
wait until the troubles begin. That would feel mean! I wouldn't treat
any one on earth like that--ignore him altogether so long as everything
went well, and fly to him for help the moment I was in difficulties...
That awful night when Arthur told us that the doctors would not pass him
for the Army, Mrs Asplin said that there were more ways than one of
being a soldier, and I knew what she meant. `A soldier of Christ!' _I_
could be that as well as Arthur, and I have been longing to fight all my
life... How does it go? ...
"`Soldiers of Christ arise,
And put your armour on,
Strong in the strength which God supplies
Through His Eternal Son!'
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