Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- Juvenile fiction; Love stories; Women -- Juvenile fiction
"Help you!" echoed Peggy blankly. She was alternately amazed and
embarrassed by the manner in which Rosalind leant upon her in every
difficulty; but now, as ever, the spell of the winsome presence proved
irresistibly softening, and it was in a far gentler tone that she
continued. "If everything is settled, in what way do you want my help,
Rosalind?"
Rosalind sat down upon the sofa, still retaining her grip of her
friend's hand, and drawing her down on the seat by her own. She stared
aimlessly up and down the room, opening her lips as if about to speak,
and closing them again in despair of expressing her thoughts, until
suddenly the words came out in a breathless rush.
"I pwomised to marry him, and I mean to keep my word, but it is harder
than I thought. It would be easier if he were diffewent, but he loves
me so much, and believes in me, and thinks I must care for him too. If
he knew I had taken him for his position, he would despise me, and I
don't want him to do that. I have given up so much, and if he turned
against me too, what should I have left? It fwightens me to think of
it, and I came away to consider what I had better do, and to talk to you
and ask your advice." She looked at Peggy appealingly, and added in a
breathless whisper, "I want to do what is right, you know! I want to
treat him well! You think I am selfish and worldly, Peggy, but I am not
all bad. If I mawwy him, I will do my best. I want him to be fond of
me, not to grow tired or dissatisfied. That would make me wetched."
Peggy smiled pitifully. It was so like Rosalind to be distressed at the
idea of losing a love she could not return, and to show a pathetic
eagerness to make a wrong step right. Her own Spartan judgment could
never overlook the sin of preferring money before love, but she realised
that it was too late in the day to preach this doctrine, and cast about
in her mind for more practical advice.
"If you try to make him happy, that will be your best plan, Rosalind.
If I were in your place, I'd try to forget about the past, and think
only of the future. I'd find out the very best in him, and be proud of
it, and study his tastes, so that I might be able to talk about the
things he liked best, and be a real companion to him, and I'd be
grateful to him for his love, and try to love him in return. Every one
says he is a good fellow and devoted to you, so it ought not to be
difficult."
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