Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- Juvenile fiction; Love stories; Women -- Juvenile fiction
Rosalind drew in her breath with a deep inhalation. It was true, and
she knew it was true! Lord Darcy had never failed to hold the highest
ideals before his daughter, and it would be a bitter grief to him if she
condescended to an unworthy choice. Already, in imagination, she could
see the shadow fall across the tired old face, and she shivered as if in
pain, for her father's respect and good opinion were very precious in
her eyes. Many a time in days gone past had the fear of his disapproval
held her back from a foolish action, and, in this crisis of her life, it
was more than ever necessary to her peace of mind to retain his
approval. She stood hesitating and trembling, and, unseen to mortal
eyes, the good angel of Rosalind Darcy's life stood by her side at that
moment and whispered counsel in her ear. The worldly motives seemed to
disappear, she looked in Arthur's face and saw, waiting for her, love
and tenderness, with such joy of congenial companionship as for the
moment eclipsed every other consideration. Oh, surely no life was worth
having compared with one spent with him! Her mind ran swiftly over a
dozen possibilities, and in each found a happy solution. Whatever
happened, she could not fail to be content if Arthur were near. He was
so good, so strong, so radiant, that his very presence was a guarantee
of happiness, of something more than happiness, for, with all his
brightness of manner, there was an underlying nobility in Arthur
Saville's character which Rosalind recognised and longed after in the
depths of her vacillating heart. She could be a better woman as his
wife than in any other sphere in life; if she rejected him, she would
reject also her own best chance of becoming a good woman. She knew it,
and a little chill, as of fear, ran through her veins as she
acknowledged as much to herself, for at the bottom of her heart she knew
something else also. She knew that when it came to the point she had no
intention of marrying Arthur Saville. It was sweet to look into his
face and dream for a moment of what might be, but the chains of the
world were too heavy to be broken; the prize for which she had longed
was within her grasp, and she could not throw it aside. The good spirit
spread her wings and flew sadly away, for when a human being sees with
clear eyes the opening of the roads, and deliberately turns in the wrong
direction, the angel who must then step forward to bear her company is
no longer white-robed, but wears a weary countenance and sombre garment.
Sometimes we call her Pain, and sometimes Experience, and there is no
welcome waiting for her where she goes, though sometimes, looking back
over the years, we bless her in our hearts, and realise that she has
taught us lessons which her bright-robed sister was powerless to instil.
The shadow of future suffering seemed already on Rosalind's beautiful
face as she raised it to Arthur's, and cried tremblingly:
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