X. AUNT AND NEPHEW
SCENE.--SIX MONTHS LATER, DARKGLADE VICARAGE, A DARKENED ROOM. MRS.
HOLLAND AND LUCIUS.
MRS. H. Yes, Lucius, we have all much to reproach ourselves with;
even poor grandpapa is heart-broken at having been too much absorbed
to perceive how your dear mother was overtasked.
L. You did all you could, aunt; you took home one child, and caused
the other to be sent to school.
MRS. H. Yes, too late to be of any use.
L. And after all, I don't think it was overwork that broke the poor
dear one down, so much as grief at that wretched sister of mine.
MRS. H. Don't speak of her in that way, Lucius.
L. How can I help it? I could say worse!
MRS. H. She is broken-hearted, poor thing.
L. Well she may be.
MRS. H. Ah, the special point of sorrow to your dear mother was
that she blamed herself, for--
L. How could she? How can you say so, aunt?
MRS. H. Wait a moment, Lucius. What grieved her was the giving in
to Cissy's determination, seeing with her eyes, and not allowing
herself to perceive that what she wished might not be good for her.
L. Cissy always did domineer over mother.
MRS. H. Yes; and your mother was so used to thinking Cissy's
judgment right that she never could or would see when it was time to
make a stand, and prevent her own first impressions from being
talked down as old-fashioned,--letting her eyes be bandaged, in
fact.
L. So she vexed herself over Cissy's fault; but did not you try to
make Cissy see what she was about?
MRS. H. True; but if love had blinded my dear sister, Cissy was
doubly blinded--
L. By conceit and self-will.
MRS. H. Poor girl, I am too sorry for her now to use those hard
words, but I am afraid it is true. First she could or would not see
either that her companions might be undesirable guides, or that her
duty lay here, and then nothing would show her that her mother's
health was failing. Indeed, by that time the sort of blindness had
come upon her which really broke your mother's heart.
L. You mean her unbelief, agnosticism, or whatever she chooses to
call it. I thought at least women were safe from that style of
thing. It is all fashion and bad company, I suppose?
MRS. H. I hope and pray that it may be so; but I am afraid that it
goes deeper than you imagine. Still, I see hope in her extreme
unhappiness, and in the remembrance of your dear mother's last words
and prayers.
XI. GRANDFATHER AND GRAND-DAUGHTER
A MONTH LATER. MR. AVELAND AND CECILIA.
MR. A. My dear child, I wish I could do anything for you.
C. You had better let me go back to London, grandpapa.
MR. A. Do you really wish it?
C. I don't know. I hate it all; but if I were in the midst of
everything again, it might stifle the pain a little.
MR. A. I am afraid that is not the right way of curing it.
C. Oh, I suppose it will wear down in time.
MR. A. Is that well?
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account