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She ran down the hall, looking in at an open doorway to call an audacious
“Last tag!” to a tall old man who sat there reading, and receive his
quick, amused response before she went swiftly homeward.
Violet’s appointment with the baby was very important indeed. As she sat
afterwards in the darkened nursery, with the infant’s little downy head
against her warm breast, her thoughts went back to grandfather. Somehow
his Christmas prospects depressed her—the dark picture and the mineral
water, the re-covered chair, the refrigerator and the rubber bags seemed
so unlightsome; there was nothing from which the most willing mind could
conjure festivity. Even the perennial handkerchiefs and whisk brooms and
cups and saucers failed to cheer her. It seemed dreadful to be so old
that you weren’t supposed to want anything anybody else did, to have
everything so tiresomely suitable. Violet had an irreverent desire to
send her father-in-law a pink necktie or a flippant poster.
There could be no greater contrast to the needs of Age than this
softly-curtained place, with its white furniture, and a blue rug in front
of the brass andirons on which the pine logs burned aromatically. A blue
and white bassinet swung by a gilded rod, and a white willow hamper
showed the blue satin-lined tray, filled with miniature ivory toilet
articles, and tiny garments, laced and ribboned—all the dainty appanage
of a “first” baby.
A silver and mother-of-pearl rattle and a French clown, belled and
tinselled, on a white stick, lay upon the blue table-cover, while a
large drum, fastened on the wall above, showed that in the pride of
welcoming a boy love hadn’t been able to wait for him to grow into his
heritage.
Her sisters-in-law characterized Violet fondly as a mere child; in
truth she was a jolly little girl, but underneath the jollity were the
directness and insight, and the shy, deep feeling of a child, so hidden
as to be almost unguessed. Only her husband saw and reverenced that
unfathomed sweetness. But even he did not know of those far-off journeys
which her spirit took in company with her little new-born son, in the
wonder of his soft, warm mouth, his tiny feet, and unconscious, clasping
fingers.
The birth of her child had been to Violet also the birth of Thought; she
pondered on the mysteries; for the first time she realized the existence
of that great chain whose links are composed alternately of life and
death, with the coming and the going of generations. In this infant life
she saw the time when her own days should be numbered, and grew pale, yet
unafraid, as she held him closer, because the goodness of God was so near.
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