Moth and Rust; Together with Geoffrey's Wife and The PitfallCholmondeley, Mary
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Moth and Rust; Together with Geoffrey's Wife and The Pitfall
Cholmondeley, Mary
Fiction
"I burnt nothing," said Janet again. It was too dark to see her face.
Did she realise that the first heavy drops were falling round her of the
storm that was to wreck so much?
"Well," said Fred, after a pause, "I take my cue from you. You burnt
nothing then. I don't see how you are going to work it, but that's your
affair.... But oh, Janet, if that cursed paper had remained! If you had
known what I've been going through since you came home a fortnight ago,
when my last shred of hope left me when I found you had not spoken to
the Brands. It wasn't only the money--that was bad enough--it wasn't
only that--but----"
And Fred actually broke down, and sobbed with his head in his hands.
Presently, when he recovered himself, he told her, in stammering,
difficult words, that he had something on his conscience, that his life
had not been what it should have been, but that a year ago he had come
to a turning-point; he had met some one--even his light voice had a
graver ring in it--some one who had made him feel how--in short, he had
fallen in love, with a woman like herself, like his dear Janet--good and
innocent, a snowflake; and for a long time he feared she could never
think of him, but how at last she seemed less indifferent, but how her
father was a strict man and averse to him from the first. And if he had
been sold up, all hope--what little hope there was--would have been
gone.
"But, please God, now," said Fred, "I will make a fresh start. I've had
a shock lately, Janet. I did not talk about it, but I've had a shock.
I've thought of a good many things. I mean to turn round and do better
in future. There are things I've done, that lots of men do and think
nothing of them, that I won't do again. I mean to try from this day
forward to be worthy of her, to put the past behind me; and if I ever do
win her--if she'll take me in the end--I shall not forget, Janet, that I
owe it to you."
He kissed her again with tears.
She was too much overcome to speak. Cuckoo had repented, and now Fred
was sorry too. It was the first drop of healing balm which had fallen on
that deep wound which Cuckoo's dying voice had inflicted how many
endless days ago.
"It is Venetia Ford," said Fred shyly, but not without triumph. "You
remember her? She is Archdeacon Ford's eldest daughter."
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