Moth and Rust; Together with Geoffrey's Wife and The PitfallCholmondeley, Mary
General
Moth and Rust; Together with Geoffrey's Wife and The Pitfall
Cholmondeley, Mary
Fiction
"I am certain Janet did not do it," said Anne suddenly, her pale face
flaming. "George and you may believe she did, if you like. I don't."
Anne walked over to Ivy Cottage the same afternoon, and Janet saw her in
the distance, and fled out to her across the fields and fell upon her
neck. But even Anne's tender entreaties and exhortations were of no
avail. Janet understood at last that her mechanically-repeated formula
was ruining her with her lover. But she had promised Cuckoo to say it,
and she stuck to it.
"Why does not George believe in me even if appearances are against me?"
said Janet at last. "I would believe in him."
"That is different."
"How different?"
"Because you are made like that, and he isn't. It's a question of
temperament. You have a trustful nature. He has not. You must take
George's character into consideration. It is foolish to love a person
who is easily suspicious, and then allow him to become suspicious. You
have no right to perplex him. Just as some people who care for us must
have it made easy to them all the time to go on caring for us. If there
is any strain or difficulty, or if they are put to inconvenience, they
will leave us."
Janet was silent.
"As you and George both love each other," continued Anne, "can't you say
something to him? Don't you see it would be only right to say a few
words to him, which will show him--what I am sure is the truth--that you
are concealing something, which has led to this false suspicion falling
on you?"
Janet shook her head. "He ought to know it's false," she said.
"Could not you say to _him_, even though you cannot say so to your
brother or Mr Brand--that you burnt some compromising papers at Mrs
Brand's dying request? He might believe that, for it is known that you
_did_ burn papers, dearest, and it is also obvious that you must have
burnt a good many. That one I O U does not account for the quantity of
ashes."
"I could not say that," said Janet, whitening. "And besides," she added
hastily, "I have said so many times" (and indeed she had) "that I burnt
nothing, that George would not know what to believe if I say first one
thing and then another."
"He does not know what to believe now. Unless you can say something to
reassure his mind, you will lose your George."
"You believe in me?"
"Implicitly."
"Then why doesn't George?" continued Janet, with the feminine talent for
reasoning in a circle. "That is the only thing that is necessary. Not
that I should say things I can't say, but that he should trust me. I
don't care what other people think so long as he believes in me."
She, who had never exacted anything heretofore, whose one object had
been to please her George, now made one demand upon him. It was the
first and last which she ever made upon her lover. And he could not meet
it.
"His belief is shaken."
"Truth will prevail," said Janet stubbornly.
"It will no doubt in the end, but in the meanwhile? And how if the
truth is masked by a lie?"
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