Moth and Rust; Together with Geoffrey's Wife and The PitfallCholmondeley, Mary
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Moth and Rust; Together with Geoffrey's Wife and The Pitfall
Cholmondeley, Mary
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"Do you remember our talk together," said Janet, spreading out a clean
pocket-handkerchief on her knee, and stirring her tea, "and how
sentimental I was? I daresay you thought at the time how silly I was
about George. I see now what a fool I was."
Anne did not answer. She was looking earnestly at Janet, and there was
no need for her now to veil the still gladness in her eyes. They held
only pained love and surprise.
"And do you remember how the clergyman preached about not laying up our
treasure on earth?"
"I remember everything."
"I've often thought of that since," said Janet, with a quiver in her
voice, which brought back once more to Anne the childlike innocent
creature of a year ago, whom she now almost failed to recognise, in her
new ill-fitting array of cheap cynicism.
"I did lay up my treasure upon earth," continued Janet, drawn
momentarily back into her old simplicity by the presence of Anne. "I
didn't seem able to help it. George was my treasure. I mustn't think of
him any more because he's married. But I cared too much. That was where
I was wrong."
"One cannot love too much," said Anne, her fingers closing over her
wedding ring.
"Perhaps not," said Janet, "but then the other person must love too.
George did not love me enough to carry through. When the other person
cares, but doesn't care strong enough, I think that's the worst. It's
like what the Bible says. The moth and rust corrupting. George did care,
but not enough. Men are like that."
"Some one else cares," said Anne diffidently--"poor Mr de Rivaz. He
cares enough."
"Yes," said Janet apathetically. "I daresay he does. We've all got to
fall in love some time or other. But I don't care for him. I told him so
months ago. I don't mean to care for any one again. I've thought a great
deal about things this winter, Anne. It's all very well for you to
believe in love. I did once, but I don't now."
Janet got up, and, as she turned, her eyes fixed suddenly.
"Why, that's the cabinet," she said below her breath. "Cuckoo's
cabinet!" Her face quivered. She saw again the scorched room, the pile
of smoking papers on the hearth, the flame which had burnt up her
happiness with them.
Anne did not understand.
"Stephen gave me that cabinet a few days ago," she said.
"It was Cuckoo's. It used to stand under her picture."
"Don't you think it may be a replica?"
"No, it is the same," said Janet, passing her hand over the mermaid and
her whale. "There is the little chip out of the dolphin's tail."
Then she shrank suddenly away from it, as if its touch scorched her.
* * * * *
"Where did you get the Italian cabinet?" said Anne to Stephen that
evening, as he and De Rivaz joined her and Janet after dinner in her
sitting-room.
"At Brand's sale. He sold some of his things when he gave up his flat in
Lowndes Mansions. He has gone to South Africa for his boy's health."
Stephen opened it. Janet drew near.
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