Moth and Rust; Together with Geoffrey's Wife and The PitfallCholmondeley, Mary
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Moth and Rust; Together with Geoffrey's Wife and The Pitfall
Cholmondeley, Mary
Fiction
The great drops are on his brow, and his breath comes short and thick.
He staggers again. The weight on him and his fall are beginning to tell.
But as his strength wanes a dogged determination takes its place. He
steels his nerves and pulls himself together. It is only a question of
time. He will and must hold out. His whole soul is centred on one thing,
to keep his feet. Once down--and--he clenches his teeth. He will not
suffer himself to think. He is bruised and aching in every limb with the
friction of the crowd. Drums begin to beat in his temples, and his mouth
is bleeding. There is a mist of blood and dust before his eyes. But he
holds on with the fierce energy of despair. Another push. God in Heaven!
almost down again! He can see nothing. A frantic struggle in the dark.
The arms round his neck tremble, and he hears a sharp-drawn gasp of
terror. Hands from out of the darkness clutch him up, and he regains his
footing once more. "Courage, Monsieur," says a kind voice, and the hands
are swept out of his. He tries to move his lips in thanks, but no words
come. There is a noise in the crowd, but it is as a feeble murmur to the
roar and sweep and tumult of many waters that is sounding in his ears.
He cannot last much longer now. He is spent. But the crowd is thinning.
If he can only keep his feet a few minutes more! The crowd is thinning.
He catches a glimpse of ground in front of him. But it sways before him
like the waves of the sea. One moment more. He stumbles aside where he
feels there is space about him.
There is a sudden hush and absence of pressure. _He is out of the
crowd._ He is faintly conscious that the tramp of many feet is passing
but not following him. The pavement suddenly rises up and strikes him
down upon it. He cannot rise again. But it matters little, it matters
little. It is all over. The fight is won, and she is safe. He tries to
lift his leaden hand to unloose the locked fingers that hurt his neck.
At his touch they unclasp, trembling. She has not fainted then. He
almost thought she had. He raises himself on his elbow, and tries to
wipe the red mist from his eyes that he may see her the more clearly.
She slips to the ground, and he draws her to him with his nerveless
arms. The street lamps gleam dull and yellow in the first wan light of
dawn, and as his haggard eyes look into hers, her face becomes clear
even to his darkening vision--and--_it is another woman!_ Another woman!
A poor creature with a tawdry hat and paint upon her cheek, who tries to
laugh, and then, dimly conscious of the sudden agony of the gray,
blood-stained face, whimpers for mercy, and limps away into a doorway,
to shiver and hide her worn face from the growing light.
* * * * *
It was one of the English acquaintances of the night before who found
him later in the day, still seeking, still wandering from street to
street.
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