Moth and Rust; Together with Geoffrey's Wife and The PitfallCholmondeley, Mary
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Moth and Rust; Together with Geoffrey's Wife and The Pitfall
Cholmondeley, Mary
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But after a few minutes she cast it suddenly aside, and began to move
restlessly about the room. What was the use of going, after all? What
could she say to Jos if she did see him? How could she touch his heart?
Like many another woman when she thinks of a man, Mary stopped before a
small mirror, and looked fixedly at herself. Was she not pretty? Had she
not gentle, appealing eyes? See her little hand raised to put back a
strand of fair hair. Was not everything about her pretty, and refined,
and good? The vision of Elsa rose suddenly before her, with her dark,
mysterious beauty and her formidable youth. Mary's heart contracted
painfully. "I love him, and she doesn't," she said to herself, with
bitterness. But Jos would never give up Elsa. She would make him
miserable, but--he would marry her. Oh! what was the use of going to
waylay him to-day? Why had she lent herself to Lady Francis's idiotic
plan? Why had she accepted from her help that was no help? She would
telegraph again to say she would not come after all. No. She would
follow up her own telegram, and tell her friend that on second thoughts
she did not care to see Jos.
She ran upstairs, put on her hat, and in a few minutes was driving in a
hansom to Bruton Street. The Bethunes' footman knew her and admitted
her, though Lady Francis was technically "not at home."
Yes, her ladyship was in, but she was engaged with the doctor at the
moment in the drawing-room. The footman hesitated. "They were a-tuning
of the piano in her ladyship's boudoir," he said, and he tentatively
opened the door of a room on the ground floor. It was Lord Francis'
sitting-room.
"Was his lordship in?"
"No, his lordship had gone out early."
"Then I will wait here," said Mary, "if you will let her ladyship know
that I am here."
The man withdrew.
Mary's face reddened with annoyance. She disliked the idea of telling
Lady Francis she had changed her mind, and the discussion of the
subject. Oh! why had she ever spoken of the subject at all? Why had she
telegraphed that she would come?
The painful, reiterated stammering of the piano came to her from above.
It seemed of a piece with her own indecision, her own monotonous
jealousy.
Suddenly the front door bell rang, and an instant later the footman came
in with a telegram, put it on the writing-table, and went out again.
Her telegram! Then she was not too late to stop it. She need not explain
after all.
The drawing-room door opened, and Lady Francis' high metallic voice
sounded on the landing.
Mary seized up the pink envelope and crushed it in her hand! What? The
drawing-room door closed again. The conference with the doctor was not
quite over after all. She tore open the telegram and looked again at her
foolish words before destroying them.
Then her colour faded, and the room went round with her. Who had changed
what she had said? Why was it signed "Elsa"?
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