Moth and Rust; Together with Geoffrey's Wife and The PitfallCholmondeley, Mary
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Moth and Rust; Together with Geoffrey's Wife and The Pitfall
Cholmondeley, Mary
Fiction
Captain Lestrange caught her by the arm as she leaned too far, and held
her firmly till she recovered her balance.
"That was rather dangerous," he said, releasing her gently.
"I could not stand by and see it drown," said Elsa, shivering, and she
turned her eyes back across the river, to where in the distance the
white buildings of Greenwich stood almost in the water in the pearl
haze.
Who shall say what Elsa's thoughts were as she leaned against the
railing, white hand against white rose cheek, and watched the tide which
was sweeping them towards the sea? Did she realise that another current
was bearing her whither she knew not, was hurrying her little barque,
afloat for the first time, towards a surging line of breakers where
white sails of maiden innocence and faith and purity might perchance go
under? Did she with those wonderful melancholy eyes look across her
youth and dimly foresee, what all those who have missed love learn in
middle life, how chill is the deepening shadow in which a loveless life
stands? Did she dimly see this, and shrink from the loveless marriage
before her, which would close the door against love for ever? Did she in
her great ignorance mistake the jewelled earthen cup of passion for the
wine of love which should have brimmed it? Did she think to allay the
thirst of the soul at the dazzling empty cup which was so urgently
proffered to her? Who shall say what Elsa's thoughts were as the river
widened to the sea.
* * * * *
They were coming back at last, beating up slowly, slowly against the
tide towards London, lying low and dim against an agony of sunset. To
Mary it had been an afternoon of slow torture. Ought she to speak to
Elsa? "After the Speaker's Stairs" the telegram had said. Then Elsa
meant to join Lord Francis on her return _this evening_. Ought not she,
Mary, to go to Elsa now, where she sat apart watching the sunset, and
implore her to go home? Ought she not to tell her that Lord Francis was
an evil man, who would bring great misery upon her? Ought she not to
show her that she was steeping her young soul in sin, ruining herself
upon the threshold of life? Something whispered urgently to Mary that
she ought at least to try to hold Elsa back from the precipice,
whispered urgently that perhaps Elsa, friendless as she was, might
listen to her even at the eleventh hour. And Elsa knew she knew.
Was it Mary's soul--dwarfed and starved in the suffocating bandages of
her straitened life and narrow religion--which was feebly stirring in
its shroud, was striving to speak?
Mary clenched her little blue-veined hands.
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